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Date : Wednesday, December 31
Time : 21:34 Title : 2009 LET'S PARTY! :D WOOT!
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Time : 00:09 Title : FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK ALL THE SHIT OUT! THINGS REALLY SCREWED LIKE HELL! FUCK THE SHIT OUT!FUCK THE SCREWED!DAMN HOLY SHIT ASS! FUCK!FUCK!
Date : Saturday, December 27
Time : 00:55 Title : 沉默玩具 ; 变成一个影 隐藏了自己 爱情困难呼吸 我是沉默玩具 执着对你无限期 模糊我自己 不愿升上白旗 输了你的游戏 我看到 你和他对街拥抱 为什麽爱上你的人 是我 为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过 为什麽对你舍不得 总是我 爱上你 需要那真情意 收在日记里 寂寞天天不休息 让甜蜜全也忘记 幸福不再美丽 可是我会在意 执着对你无限期 模糊我自己 不愿升上白旗 输了你的游戏 你和他对街拥抱 我看到 为什麽爱上你的人是我 为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过 为什麽对你舍不得 总是我 爱上你 需要那真情意 收在日记里 为什麽对你舍不得 总是我 还是你 需要那真情意 真爱你的人会难过 为什麽对你舍不得 总是我 还是你 需要那真情意 收在日记里
Date : Friday, December 26
Time : 23:10 Title : are you still there? ;    
shall save up and grant myself with this wish.not Canon anymore.it's Nikon (: good job yinghui! you did it! good pat on my shoulder *pat.though i have made it but there isn't any reason for me to get happy.he is no longer there for me to share my joy with.it's meaningless All this while i'm either tonning outside or saving up.gosh! my life have turned upside down by events.but that the only time when friends can get together and PLAY! :D Qing Gong Yan tomorrow! another tonning session. hopefully i won't turn into walking vampire by the end of the day. I LOVE MY NAILS (: takecare, bye.
Date : Thursday, December 25
Time : 19:30 Title : 能回到过去吗? ; MERRY CHRISTMAS! celebrated eve at Ian's house.Meet up with Wan Ling and Yuan Yi at Marina Square first and bused down to Ian's house.alright, Forester was shocked to see me.HAHA! peeps were playing Guitar Heros!IT'S DAMN COOL!IT ROCK!went up to Ian's room with girls and Forester for OUR TALK. 12AM was drawing near.went down to living room and start our count down! Victor Teo, Ernest and gang went out to the road and start to count down.trying to pop the champagne but they didn't shake.LOL!they started to act as drunkard walking down the street wishing passagers in the car a very Merry Christmas.WOOT!"Cake Cutting"actually is agar agar, Santa Claus.After that, went up again to Ian's room for OUR TALK.Andrina and Pearson joined.get to know soooo many shocking and jaw dropping news.DAMN! don't judge a book by it's cover uh.talking non stop with Forester and Andrina while Yuan Yi went down to join them to ROCK! Wan Ling went into her LALALAND. getting bored.went down to living room to join in the ROCK!failed so many times while playing drums.argh!give up and sit there stoning.Ian irriates me! whenever he did anything wrong or block my view, will apologise for ton times. kinda sarcastic.oppps.start to doze off since there's nothing to entertain me.lol! finally it's morning! went home with Andrina, Hang Qi and Zheng Lin.bathed and die flat in my bed. soon Xiao Man called.and it's time for me to wake up and meet her with Yan Bin at Bugis.Pastamania for Brunch!Apple Crumble Pizza is another dish that i would like to recommend! it taste like apple pie on a thin layer of pizza skin.DAMN NICE! :D shopped around Bugis and off to Far East.GOSH! soooo many temptations! I SWEAR! RIGHT AFTER JAN 7TH I WILL SHOP LIKE MAD WOMAN! Manicure and Pedicure for myself.Xiao Man had Manicure for herself (: though i'm broke, but i still can afford to pamper myself uh.Apple Red for my finger nails and glitter black for my toe nails :D woho! hopefully there won't have any complain from others regarding my bright red nails :P oppps walked around in Far East awhile and trained home with Yan Bin while Xiao Man cabbed home. anw, i had a really good celebrations with all of my friends :D thank you my dearest friends (: just that Cherng Shing and Xin Yi aren't around to celebrate with us ): nvm! NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN! :DDDDD May everyone have a great day with their love ones and dearest friends (: MERRRRRRY CHRISTMASSSS! I NEED MORE SLEEP! BUY ME A SMALL PORTABLE PILLOW :D TAKECARE, BYE. you send me a warmest regards, a thoughtful present, all day long chatting and a hug.i enjoy walking in the rain. *if only things could happen your hot and cold feeling towards me really is killing me.i waited for your sms all day long.but there isnt any sign.what really had happened? i believe if i were to ask you, you will say nothing.but i know the true ans is deep inside your heart.i really want to talk to you, returning to the past.the past we used to have. i dont know what had happened.is it because you have found a new true soul? i believe you had found your true soul.should i which you happy or should i ignore? i'm really lost.now there are only 3 questions i want to ask you. why you always give me hot and cold feeling? do i come across your mind? what you said to me in the past are real?do you like me before? do you still like me? what if i tell you, i still love you like before?feeling didn't change for months? i miss and love you, leonard.
Date : Tuesday, December 23
Time : 23:51 Title : FUCK MY NOSE!
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Time : 22:35 Title : I was defeat by your coldnesss ; I need a movie marathon! *update myself in order to close up the gap between my society.
I need a SHOPPING SPREE!(since then i say till now).pamper myself with tons and tons of shopping bag *imagine my whole bed cover with of large shopping! i shall fulfil myself with this dreamy unrealistic craves I need days out with all my GFs and BFFs! find a quiet place surround with soothing soft jazz music, a cup of mocha frappuccino and a piece of cheesecake.last us for hours at cafe*without any sign of wanting to chase us away* Mamamia! can those to do list fulfil? *shall see. i'm sick. shall see how many days i still can survive through. *my BEST xmas present ever. THANK YOU! 我做了超乎我的能力我试了我失败了 我努力地在挽回但你的冷漠让我知道我的无知我的愚蠢.
Date : Sunday, December 21
Time : 23:10 Title : =) Bon Voyage mum! have a nice trip :D enjoy and relax yourself at Klang ((: mum is off to Klang, and my late hours start NOW! :P
TAKECARE AND ENJOY MUM! give me a break, i need a SHOPPING! :D you surprised me with a smile and end with a takecare.
Date : Thursday, December 18
Time : 22:45 Title : 我错了,你忘了,你走了, 我后悔了 ; off to CEP'08 finally! :D smsed and called yong wei to meet up at Boon Lay.Luckily i have him to sms with.if not my whole journey will be very dead and tired.thank you
bought Subway for Andrina, Cherng Shing and Hang Qi.been inform that food inside is very sucky.oppps.cab down to LCK.uncle is really blur BUT thank to my map which i knew this situations will happen everytime.saw our group outside and decided to unload our bags and joined them.when i was about to walk to unload my bag, people start to call my "ah lian". I was totally freak out.just a blonde hair.ARGHH! i was totally not familiar with the whole grp.thinking, another gone case.si liao!i just get damn high whole day.till baoing water bomb. Xin Yi and I initially wanted to skip the night mission and thinking to play with water.but skipping a mission games is equivalent to not attending the camp.Xin Yi and i were damn scared.sooo dark and they said that the dustbin areas are "SPOTTED".goosebump! trying to sleep but i just can't.tsk! day 3 is what i really looking forward to.CAMPFIRE AND FINALE! but the finale end up to the most quiet games ever.we girls sat in front of the campers mediating and waiting for them to throw us with bomb.but they hesitate awhile.perhaps they think that if they were to throw us their group will deduct marks.but they are some guys throwing at us.but they aiming was like.....haha! feet, face, hair are covered with mud.Awww..and again hair is a topic on me. ZL:" yinghui! your hair have alot of mud lei!" YH:"really uh? shit!" ZL:"hahaha!" *Zheng Lin. i still didn't catch their joke.it's refering to my hair dye luh.it is the fact that my head is cover with mud but at the back of my head.tsk!washed up and prepare for CAMPFIREEEEE! helping up at Messing Team with Xin Yi.helping back at Messing Team reminds me in Messing Team'07.gosh! damn sick those days.so many internal conflicts back then.having fun during help out.crapping with Xin Yi.FUN FUN FUN!Xin Yi and i were about to join our group but being chase away by them.THANK UH! haha so we went to have our dinner.campfire is damn fun!super high and happpppy :D but the last part is what i really appreciate most and love most.campers gave all the GLs surprised.no wonder we were chased away luh! damn sweet can!even Hang Qi said so.gosh! teared.oppps.. Own Time Own Target [OTOT] whole group went to a quiet place and start to talk about how we feel about this camp.gosh! cried when walked around saying thank you, showing our appreciations.really touched! 2PIECE! thank you for the past 2 days of joy and moments (: i really appreciate what you guys had done for us!this is my best camp ever! i swear!the best campers i had ever! really! thank you so much 2PIECE! i love you all :DDDD Best Wishes my dearest campers! May you be well and happy! May you follow the right path and gain enlightenment! *I LOVEEEEE SUBWAY! PICTURES ((:  CHERNGSHINGGGGGGG, BIMBO CHUA! :DDD  XINYI,CHERNG SHING! :DD  MEIYIIIIIIII :DD KIAN CHONG, FOREVER DHARMA FRIEND :DD  WEI JIE! 与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有, 至今我仍深深感动. counting back, we didn't had a proper talk for months.what really had went wrong?is it because you are tired or you didn't even treat me as your friend anymore?or does the problem lie on me? is it because i give you a cold shoulder and you thought i want to leave a distance in between us?if this is the reason, you get me wrong.i just dont know how to face you.we didnt even talk or meet out during that long period.if i were to face you and start to talk crap, i'm sorry.i cant.i always thought you know me well.but i'm wrong.just like you say, i dont know you. indeed i dont know you.why will you become like that.what really went wrong.is it because you had found someone who really attracted you to her? if so that's good.i won't leave with regrets nor hatred.i will bliss you with happiness.letting you know that is not i lose you but is you who lose me.if Lord were to give me a second chance,perhaps i will declined His offer.i'm totally tired and getting love out off have.i can't handle those thing well anymore.i believe if Lord were to give him a chance, i believe he want his ex to return back to his side and promise to love her forever and change to a a great person.O Buddha, grant him this wish.May he and his ex can patch and go back to the past they used.May they hace a fruitful relationship, a long lasting one.May all the merits i have gain can convert to him.O Budhha May Leonard can have a fruitful relationship, work in his life. i think i now what i want now and what i should do now.without love, relationship i also can do very well (: without you i can swear i never grow up.your ignore teaches me, not to cling on things which i know is no longer there.thank you for teaching me, i believe i have grown up after your entering to my life.
Date : Monday, December 15
Time : 00:05 Title : BON VONYAGE GIRLS AND FAREEZ! :D
Date : Friday, December 12
Time : 23:38 Title : moment like those ; managed to get a run away and ready to set "ON" mode to CAMP!
CEP here i come :D shall return to the place where bring me joy and Dharma knowledge (: I MISS CEP CAMP'05, 06, 07! AND OF COURSE NOT FORGETTING 08! the memories you left are tattoo-ed deep inside. irreplaceable.
Date : Thursday, December 11
Time : 22:58 Title : you left me a sweet moments in those days ; craves aren't getting far from my target. hopefully it can ba a successful one and a meaningful one. well, it can! here she comes :D
those days, those laughters, those happiness. remember, ? l i really hope that whatever you want, i try to give you.i give whatever you want is not trying to please you.i just want to give whatever you want cause i want you to be happy. whatever you lost, i try to get it back for you. you are the only person who really make me want to love most and adore most.perhaps you make me feel love in the past and now it my turn to repay.maybe i have done what a guy should do things.but for your sake, i don't care or mind.i just want to protect you.i just want to give you whatever you need and want.overall, i just want to protect you from all harms. no matter you appreciate it or not, it doesn't matter.so long you know my true feeling for you. i really miss you badly, L. i really do. do you still remember those days? will you still think of me?
Date : Wednesday, December 10
Time : 00:55 Title : she is just that lovely. salute! :D
Date : Tuesday, December 9
Time : 23:05 Title : that day will heal my soul ; outing with Dorina and Yi Xiang (: since 6 years didn't went out with Dorina and months with Yi Xiang. walked around MS, Suntec City.went to Coffee Club for tea break. this outing definitely let Dorina and i have a great reminisces of our primary school days.things still left clearly in our mind.really had a great chat with Dorina and Yi Xiang :D gosh i love this outing damn lot! miss those primary school days.hoping there will have a outing with primary school pals luh! saw year 2 SENIOR in toilet.1 of them which i dislike asked her friend,
SENIOR1: " ei, she is from AFS de hor" SENIOR2:"ya luh" me: rolled my eyes center of attention in toilet. haha! went to Esplanade to slack and start to continue our stories.from primary school to ITE to life to ghost stories etc.. (shall not elaborate more) o ya! Yi Xiang had been influenced by Pei Wen.HOT SHOT become HOT SHOOT .Zhang Hui Mei 张惠妹 become Jiang Hui Mei 蒋惠妹.also, she said YX:" Christmas will come very soon next year" D and YH:" huh?" total she said something wrong for times.LOAO! our reactions were like huh? HOT SHOOT? Jiang Hui Mei?Christmas coming soon next year? aiyo, Yi Xiang chill! don't so kan choing haha. trained home with girls. (: thank girls for recapping me with sweet memories we left in old school days ((: pictures,      *Dorina, PhotoBucket don't allow me to upload our pictures.shall update soon uh (:
Date : Saturday, December 6
Time : 22:55 Title : can you spare me more time? ; if only when time can stop at that very moment.
if only i know how to cherish if only i know how to grab the opportunities if only i know not to say goodbye there are too many if for me to recall back, too much for me to get regretted perhaps the if had already wave goodbye to me without noticing me. if is just that heartless. leaving me hanging in the mid air. still remember first/fifth?
the words we left behind? i still remember it clearly. whatever you said, you had done. i know that now i can't have you back anymore.words didn't come out but from the feeling.
Date : Wednesday, December 3
Time : 00:55 Title : Thank You Selina. Indeed your posts inspired people. (:
I just realised i am in your boat. I'm always trying hard to make people around me to like me so that i will be contented and like myself more. As long as the assurance is still there, i will feel happy and secured.But once I'm not assured, I am lost and feel that the surroundings start to neglect me.I really had cared too much from how people think of me and judges me. I must accept whatever will take place; comments and judgements.Not only for present but also for future or even past.Through there, then i will learn and know what i really want. Also my deep internal self. Inspired to be the one who i really am, but not for others. Once again, thank you Selina.Your post really enlightened me. (:
Date : Monday, December 1
Time : 22:27 Title : dead connections ; HAPPY AIDS DAY! hereby to announce, MY HOLIDAYS START NOW! wheeee~ lol waited for this day to come since months back.test at Indoor Sports Hall, new environment and adapt to it fast.paper is an easy one.confident to pass but how why i pass is still a big question mark.haha! did a careless mistake and here my 3 marks say goodbye with me.damnit! anw what was done is done.lol anw yeah! enjoy the holiday (: totally crashed went reach home.perhaps my brain food is used totally in exams.replenish my energy and now i shall start to plan whatever i need to do. takecare, goodbye. trying to revive the memories, but where should i start again? guide me through please. whenever i'm in pain, who can i appoach?who can lend my their shoulder? the only one i think is just you.though you can't lend me your shoulder, but your listening ear is what i really appreciate most. now, i can't even have the chance to share my pain or even someone for me to talk to.even though i have, but who will be the one who listen attentively?no more.no one else.the only person is just you.well, i lost the connections, the one who i trusted most and wanted most and the pair of listening ears.perhaps i'm in pain, this also won't bother you, i know you will be thinking, who am i to you? no one. why the hack i should give a damn? well perhaps, that what you think and what i guess. |
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