YEARN FOR YOUR TRUE SMILE.
Date : Sunday, June 29
Time : 20:05
Title :


FREE!


everything has come to an end.. i no need to set alarm to wake myself up , wash up , squeeze the crowded small cabins with people who are working , be woman in black , stand for 8-9 hours , see people face again! haha woot! but friends are missed (:


everything had went back to normal..sleep as long as i want! haha carefree!! :D but shopping spree will start soon! whaha! gonna spree down the town with shi jia real soon! we shall be a day of tai tai! hehes..love it man!! :D hehes.. shall aim the stuffs i want and do comparsion..whaha sounds aunty but no choice need to save money to buy things that are more special :D


shall stop here and it time for me to pamper myself with therapy and imagine all the stuffs i bought lying on my bed..imagine is great! hehes :D bye! (:


it definitely times up..i really dont deserve anything good or even things a thing call Love..i dont even have the right to have all those things


Date : Wednesday, June 25
Time : 18:47
Title :



FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK!

should i feel contented or should i blame myself for not getting the grade i want? argh! when i saw my grade..i was freaking sian luh!! even when i'm on my way out , i keep thinking..why am i so stupid? why all my friends around me can do better than me? alot of why..haha..full of disappointment and regrets.. ): yeah what was done is done so just work hard for mext term and i must get my expectation grades!! :D

received call from a friend asking about results! WTF! WTF! trying to show off!! hoe much you get is not my problem! who are you to me man? please luh..you isnt any As student lor..show off what sia!so what if you do better than me..like i care! come on luh..when someone is busy doing stuffs and you still call and hao lian your grades..wont that people get pissed off and all foul languages come out? FCUK!!!!pissed man!ANGRY!! argh!! nvm i tolerate you!! I WANT PEACE! haha LOL

went to takashimaya to visit friends and saw a 40 plus old aunty , her colleague..i cant tolerate her trying to act cute and por people..wtf! at first i thought she is a friendly humourous aunty..but the more i observed her from far and ask my friend how the aunty is like..same comment..trying to por my friend's supervisor..wth! and trying to act cute in front of me and my friend..i just give that erm...haha look..the more i communicate with her the more pek chek...haha..LOL..

okay nag enough le..okay bye (:

i really miss the past but i know that what is gone is gone..no matter how much i hold on , i know things wont be like the past..



Date :
Time : 00:31
Title :



DAMN IT!

freak! results coming out in 8+ hour time!! damn shit! holy shit! fcuking shit! i'm nervous luh!! how can i enjoy my day out tomorrow? damn fcuking scare!! i dont wish to repeat module luh! i just dont know how many times i should say and repeat that i'm freaking scare!! anyway only 2 terms..freaking scare haha..o ya bless me and wish me luck! hehes..kidding =P anyway ,

TAKE CARE , BYE BYE (:

thank you for giving me cold shoulder i think i have grown up and i know what i'm doing now (:


Date : Monday, June 23
Time : 15:05
Title :





ZEYAN'S FAREWELL PARTY

CUM

BIRTHDAY PARTY


attend zeyan's 21 early birthday on sat..well she will leave spore to aust( if i'm not wrong) for further studies (:
train-ed down from somerset..wth! my leg was already ache and i have to stand for 14 stops!! and it was damn crowded..freak!

took bus 354 in..while waiting for bus saw wanling and forester..haha..luckily i saw them! if not i will go to coasta snad resort..whew! all i remember zeyan's chalet is room 2216..of course chalet at orlanda..thank buddha!! woot!

when we reached there they just finish singing birthday song..haha lol..then zeyan said never sing me birthday song..haha..okay i shall sing it on my post during your birthday and your profile..i owe you a birthday song (: haha..well have a great chat with cherng shing! and ya..gossips and chat..we planned to stay overnight but yeah too many people staying and we didnt bring enough clothes and liwei need to go home too..LOL..

we were stuck at chalet as time is 11+ and we planned to longbang chlorine's car to potong pasir but the car was full so ya lor..cherng shing , liwei and wen cai share cab home..weufeng and fang rui accompanied me to interchange..well i was honoured that 2 guys accompanied me..and wu feng said that i must feel honoured..LOL..wth! train service ended!! fcuk! so okay we walked to interchange and wanted to take bus 12 but the last bus end at 2330! sian..but luckily saw bus 21 okay luh..took to kallang and took cab home lor..the journey hurt my butt man! 1 hour sia and it was pack luh! on the bus saw adeline!sec school mate!! so qiao man!! she just sit in front of me..LOL..yeah so we chats on bus okay luh..at least had a company if not i will just sleep LOL..haha yeah listen to her love story..wow..sweet yet sad..(: finally reached gelyang! but jam..wth! yeah slow traffic..uncles looking for FOOD ma..LOL..cherng shing smsed me that the annoying lawerance keep critising on her dressing..moron freak! keep saying cherng shing for nothing! that the trend for teens nowadays ma! so many comments! tsk! and cherng shing trying to show off that she reached home first and she trying to show off she on her labtop first..haha I H YOU! haha.. =P

reached home..mum nagged and as usual you cant go out anymore..but too bad she dont mean her words..LOL..

okay bye bye (:

how i wish i have courage to love you more but i know i cant because i cant get your heart
btw best wishes , continue to wait will touches her and she will come back to you one day (:


Date : Thursday, June 19
Time : 21:35
Title :


4 BIMBO-EMO TEES

&

SEC SCH CLASS GATHERING

meet up with andrina and cherng shing at queenways shopping center to do EMO FOUR tees! woot! finally a tee was done! well andrina and i reached early and well shops are not open..so ate some food at mac..haha well finally cherng shing came! haha.her lips are pale..scared andrina and me..well she ran and that the reason..opps..walk to the printing shop but it not yet open so andrina called the in-charge which is the boss which we actually called the wrong person and he is oversea...haha yeah so we walked around and saw a printing shop open..walked in and nego about price well and we get to know that they are same shop....LOL! yeah so printed the tee with OME TUB NUF ( EMO BUT FUN) and with our names right bottom of the words..yup! woot! it like we have to choose what fonts we want , type of tee's colour..yeah..and our tee look like Sitch brand tee! woot! and i'm sure our tees are one and only in the world! whahaha! cool luh! each tee cost $30 sound expensive but i think it's worth!

omg! i saw primitive art shop..tattoo cum body piercing shop! and i was REALLY REALLY tempted and craving for a TP!! i really cannot tahan for just looking at the picture so went up and asked the man how much does it cost..he said $45..damn! it cost cheaper by half at far east primitive art!! damn it! and i'm sure I WILL GO TO QUEENWAYS FOR TP!! i have make up my mind! don tell me how disgusting and yewww about it..it wont change my mindset! whahaha..really tempted to have a TP since last year..woot! and i think the man realised that i keep walking pass their shop and he just kept looking at me..haha paiseh luh..btw , ANYONE WANT A TP TOO? haha =P



graffti tee for EMO FOUR


andrina . cherngshing .yinghui. denise (busy)

BFF :D

this effect is nice , isnt it? (bag were spoiler)
went off at 3+..cherng shing meeting liwei to queenways..chufeng came along haha..yeah haha the wei ge say wow i come you all go..opps..i dont want to see you lor..kidding haha..so andrina accompanied me to pay japanese language course member's fee..LOL..waste my time and trip to pay $10 nia! tsk!



took bus to kallang leisure park to find sec sch mates.. :D yeah..somehow a gathering haha..yeah and rot at KLP..and yeah bus-ed down to mac for a snacks as everyone was hungry..haha yeah..really nothing much..just like know how their life at school..yeah..well everyone is fine! and that great! woot :D..bus home with xiao man (:



TAKE CARE EVERYONE (:



why you have to be so cold toward me? aint i'm your friend? cant you just treat me like the past? why are you avoiding me? am i that scary? i just want to be your friend..cant i? i feel that you are like keeping a distance away from me and it seems like i'm getting your nerve..overall..did i do anything wrong?


Date : Monday, June 16
Time : 20:14
Title :



THE HAPPENING

actually all of us ( estee , esther , vanessa yeo , anthony , kelvin , kenneth , kong hwee and leonard) were to meet at 12.30 but most of us were late..haha i was too tired so sleep abit later lor and i dragged my time to go out..i saw my way at AMK hub so esther came and bring me to look for the rest..hehes..1st time going out with vanessa yeo :D well everyone was late..opps..1st time anthony reached on time and kenneth was not the last one to reach today! woot! he did it! LOL! yeah so while waiting for kelvin and kong hwee we went to mac to slack and have lunch hehes.. (: yeah talk cork there and rot there..LOL..finally kelvin came! so went to AMK hub to meet kong hwee cause he dont know the way to mac..haha opps..


queued up to but tickets..woot! crowded..lol..yeah we were abit late for the movie..sian! miss the front part..hope is just a small portion haha..yeah the scene have alot of disturbance scene and shocked scene haha..i was shocked by 1 of the scene and shouted..LOL! haha..well the storyline is like one part of the New York city was polluted with unknown gases...civilians were asked to leave the town to somewhere..but soon whole New York was polluted...and the male main artist is a science teacher in college..so he forecast that the unknown gases polluting the air came from plants..the male main artist , female main artist and a small kid escaped to a small deserted area owned by a old granny who hate the society that much and she said that the society dislike her too..weird old granny...haha..well she cant escaped from the death..she was standing outside walking..winds came and uh huh..kana the gases..well whoever breath in the gases will die and they were to kill other people too..the ways they die and killed was yucks!either killed by gun shooting through body , head or crashed by cars etc etc..summarise up yuck! haha..well it rather a touching movie cum disturbance scene..haha yeah..


3 1/2 / 5

after that esther and estee meet to go home for dinner..vanessa yeo was tired..and i feel paiseh following them haha..so went home haha :D


TAKE CARE EVERYONE :D



Date : Sunday, June 15
Time : 23:33
Title :



CRAVING ON SHOPPING!

i want a great , satisfy , tiring shopping spree on branded stuffs and things that caught my eyes! and that the way i pamper myself and enjoy my life..seriously tempted to buy branded stuffs does influence and increase my ego. it increase my expectations on appearences and outfits definitely it will waste my money..anyway that life! who dont buy stuffs that they craves to satisfy themselves? i believe my husband in future will be tortured by me..and he will get freak out with all thoughts of branded stuffs..KIDDING!whaha..LOL..well i shall list out what i shall get and i must get most of it! wait for me! my desire branded stuffs and others! woot!


i wish you will belong to me one day


Date : Saturday, June 14
Time : 22:30
Title :





i'm tired of everything..




Date : Friday, June 13
Time : 18:46
Title :





CAMP BREAK!

meet yixiang together and train-ed down to boon lay..long journey man! actually wanted to look for wufeng but ps lei..didnt attend camp for previous 3 days..woot! so we bought some snacks and cab in..the uncle dont know the road well and we were like rewind the scene of lim chu kang and significant places of camp christine..but uncle dont understand what we said so called we feng..he didnt know well too so called shi xiong..yup so guide the uncle told him to go to the almost right end and turn left..haha..luckily! there are signboard..haha LMAO!

reach camp christine but afraid to go in..ps uh..didnt attend the previous few days lei..so we went up saw wanling , jowell , raymond and group..they are rehearsing for later event..haha..so yixiang and i slack around...haha


finally campfire and bbq start! woot! well i dont know the problem lies with me or the atmosphere aint right for me to be high..well probably i'm used to more campers and organisers having fun together , run around the fire ring , perspiring and shout till no more voices..yeah well this is camp exclusive which is the only time for us to be camper..okay luh..finally high! haha! but quite late..opps..

seriously i start to cherish whatever i had learnt in SBM..friendship and dharma..i feel emotional when i heard zhenfeng said.. most of them tears..and each of us were to form a circle and say a word or sentence how we feel and learnt in SBM..so i said..we had grown up..really..through so much obstacles..i believed everyone know aht they are doing and what they should do..what is the right path which will lead us to good future and which will be a wrong path..without seniors guiding us from a ignorant kids to someone who have leadership abilities and understand dharma..i shall promise zhen feng..will go back SBM as long as my schedule allows (:

campfire end..our road down SBM just start (:

helped to clean up and bath..and accompanied yi xiang at dorm..she wanted to do homework...she is damn hardworking luh!! guilty man! haha..yup..slack again at dorm..haha yeah and get to know some Buddhist Fellowship( BF) members..they are fun and humourous people haha..and one of the guy , Rit knows minhui! whaha cool! and i realised that SBM didnt have any cuttie nor hottie..sad to say that..haha..so andrina , wanling , yixiang , rit and i sat together and start to chat..haha..nice! but after andrina doze off yi xiang and i went up to our bed and start to chat..soon fang rui , sheng yong , xni yi , wanling and grace came up and start to chat again..and we were the only group that ton! whahaha! and we were laughing loudly! fangrui luh! kept laughing for nothing and his silavia start to came up!! haha LMAO! haha..5.40 am we were super tired so just find a vacant bed and slept..haha

peeps said that the day before we came..2 things happened! wufeng was processed by...omg! cause they when out of camp and had night walk at lim chu kang area..well that place are creepy and errie at night..and that why things will happened..( prank!) the next day before we came..police catch immigrants! omg! tsk! miss the great show! during campifre..i heard some kids talking like" 为什么... blahx3" (why?) and i asked ryan did he heard anything..he just said dont say..well and i know i heard........

camp break! had a breakfast , prize presentations and start to took pictures..haha..yeah and took bus back to SBM to packed up..but andrina , yi xiang and i left for breakfast first..woot! and home sweet home to sleep haha :D



semi andrina , rit and i


rit , yi xiang and i..tsk! andrina!!



haha who says only humans need seat belts..watermelon need it too!



yi xiang!



madeline , jowell!


kianchong , yixiang and i! (forever spoiler! , ANDRINA LEE)


sara!

kianchong!



TAKE CARE EVERYONE! (:


i think there isnt any hopes left



Date : Thursday, June 12
Time : 13:01
Title :






off to camp cum bbq! for 1 day!haha yeah! lame i know!! okay! bye (:

i start to miss him
miss the time when we chat online
miss the time when we chat on phone
miss the time when he sing and play guitar
overall , i miss everything he left for me

i miss you
L


Date : Tuesday, June 10
Time : 00:56
Title :



CLIQUE OUTING , SENTOSA!


meet wen xin at lavender..then train-ed down to harbour front..woot! cant find her so meet her at outram mrt..saw anthony on train..he called and said you 2 very funny lei have seat dont want to sit..then i started to ask where is he..right behind us..haha opps..SMALL world uh? then he said i wont late de lor..cause i go and take volleyball..wow~ touched(kidding) haha..yeah..received message from estee that wen qin will be going..wth! bluff us sia..tsk! act yi ge fierce and angry haha..opps..reached harbour front mrt and meet up with estee and esther soon one by one came , wen qin , kenneth , kelvin and konghwee..so walked to harbour front market for breakfast (: then headed to sentosa!! woot! sunny hot day!


went to siloso beach..wow alot of people luh! saw siew eng and clique at sentosa..whaha SMALL WORLD! :D introduce her my classmates but anthony said so much well okay i introduce my clique to her..what de..yeah and we walked and walked..till the basketball court..wow far luh! and our feets were like standing on a hot water..woot! changed and wanted to tan but no lotion so estee , wen xin and i took tram to stores to buy suntan lotion and drinks for guys..yeah apply lotion and played freebies and volleyball..woot! fun luh!!


meet up with leonard and we went to buy drinks for them..they want 7 mineral waters which is like wow! where the hell they came from? desert? before that had 3 bottles of mineral water le lei..so total 10! and it really heavy luh..2 of us carry till like mad! and halfway the plastic bag leonard carried broke..and he had trouble carrying it..haha funny luh! finally! reached! wow heavy and the weather is hot!after that we changed location wanted to stayed at the bridge nearby sea side but the water so dirty luh..and kelvin asked the uncle nearby cleanind the water what had happened..he say blah x3 which we dont understand so we went further down..wow from one end to another..tired! soaked our feet in the water and play volleyball again..haha quite boring but cannot sian ma..so play whatever i can find..hahaha..yeah everyone getting tired so when to bath and meet guys at beach station..


took train at imbiah station to vivo and walked to mac for dinner..talk crap and slack..but we went to the open space and started to talk about ghost stories , play truth or dare and watch stars..last but not least , TAKE GROUP PHOTOS!! cause not all the time clique will have full attendance!! whaha okay shall end my post here.. :D






i love my clique luh!


TAKE CARE EVERYONE (:

what if i want to give up?
but i know i cant?


Date : Saturday, June 7
Time : 17:27
Title :




3 BROWN COWS!

heavy downpour today..but i still out to bugis to buy hair dye..i went guardian at bugis's mrt..i approached the counter whether which colour is chestnut colour..she say see yourself its all there! wtf man! stupid attitude! so i gave that freak out face! and left that guardian to watson..found the colour which i prefer more..medium brown..i was attracted to the hair colour luh..woot! so i bus-ed down to shi jia's house and she dye for me..woot! quite funny luh...her homemates like erm...i feel paiseh luh..whaha lol..yeah..when shi jia told me that probably the colour i dyed wont be obvious..sian..but the results is not what i expected too..i want lighter brown but the colour is dark brown..i think the diff is cause the model is Caucasian and we are Asians..yeah..so shall wait for the colour to be lighter now..haha..on mon..going to highlight light gold / brown with esther and estee..aha..asn we are the 3 brown cows who dyed hair on the same day and highlight on the same day , same spot..woot! girl's clique colour! whaha lol..=P

waiting for monday to come to tan and highlight hair! woot! well planned holiday man!! woot! have fun friends :D

TAKE CARE EVERYONE! (:

I Miss Him

L.


Date : Friday, June 6
Time : 00:26
Title :



PLAY HARD!


woot! finally exams are over! wheeee!! i shall play hard , sleep hard , shop hard! woot! seriously time flies..and i had completed my 1st two modules..and i must really focus hard and concentrate..if not i will have the same concequences..whaha lol..yeah..EIC paper is pretty okay...quiet confident as i really put in effort to write notes and memorise hard but i cant say it too early..what if i fail? hehes..as for IFS not much confident..i admit that i didnt really study for it..well well let bygone be bygone..woot! shall enjoy first.. :D well the function hall is cold luh and probably that the reason why it hard to concentrate opps..(excuse) yeah! after exam went to do survey but my account is lock so took password from ms priya and went to CVC with vannessa ng and yeo , wen xin and hafiq..yeah finally done! if not ms priya will come after us..haha...

went to cafe 1 to meet shi jia , esther and estee..honoured man! waiting for me to have lunch! woot! LOL..yeah guys were discussing chalet with malay girls and i heard that it's getting complicated..cause all of them are part of the committee..LOL..yeah..well i'm getting more and more ridiculous..disturb people whenever i have the chance..wth! haha..yup weng siong sat with us yesterday and we really laugh like mad..he is very nice to disturb..haha..so girls kept asking him who is the prettiest girl in class A and B whaha..also,weng siong like esther and estee luh! woot! haha LMAO! wens siong said that gladys is handsome! wth! i think he is too high! haha opps..yeah really luh..we enjoyed ourselves having fun chatting and making fun of people..well..mean yet fun.. woot! yeah..yesterday made me HIGH~ woot! i think wen xin will know why...whaha lol..yeah..all is just for self entertainment..not going to be serious..whaha lol..yeah after high-ing and making fun of people left with shi jia , wen xin , anthony , kenneth , kong hwee , kelvin and wen qin..wen xin(280 boss) long bang anthony and wen qin to pasir ris..haha..yeah took bus home..yeah! (:


TAKE CARE EVERYONE OUT THERE :D


HAPPY HOLIDAY PEEPS :D
L



i'm still waiting for that day ,


Date : Tuesday, June 3
Time : 16:33
Title :



EXAMS WEEK

2/6/08

went to school for IFS remedial..yeah..remedial conduct at meeting room but our class has too many "poly" student well no luh..majority wearing home clothes so mr goh asked us to go to T06-03 for remedial...LOL..remedial pretty fast..so went to cafe 1 for lunch break..yeah..estee , wen xin , wen qin , anthony and i discussed about the class chalet..woot! getting anxious and high! woot! so we decided to put on July 1 , 2 , 3.. (: after discussing the chalet things..we went to library to self study..initially we are in a room cramp with 9 people..and we were like shouting loudly like no one care whaha lol..=P but later we calm down and started to study..but that room is stuffy..probably cramped with too many people..so i went to another room with kelvin and anthony..wow! nice enviornment..can concentrate very well but not cant memorise..LOL..

yeah after that we went to airport , T1 mac continue to study..before we made a decision going to airport...we waste 30 mins discussing where to go..LOL..found seats and start to order finger foods..if not sure will be invited to leave this place..yeah..mugging hard to finish my last few notes.. finally! finish copying..but stress start to come..i cant feel that stress during my N level period..but now? just a module..and stress me up! wth! after revising , we went to popeye for dinner..woot! guys say popeye=po gia ( broke) yeah the food indeed is expensive but taste great..hehes

after dinner went to see aeroplane..haha nice scenery..LOL..took group pictures there..we behave as though tomorrow didnt have any test..well we are having fun! LOL.. after that home sweet home (: i beg estee enjoyed herself uh..haha lol..=P


3/6/08

EIC test today (: well cant sleep last night..probably too stress or.. yeah..so woke up a bit early and went to school to revise..meet shi jia , estee , esther , vanessa yeo and stead at cafe 1..chiong-ing for last revision..this time at least some enter my brain..woot! time for exam! argh!! nervous cum stress! but once i saw the paper..i feel more relief cause most of the questions i read through or learnt in the morning..haha..

ate at cafe 1 again..and we start to disturb gladys..opps..mean i know..haha..send shi jia off to bus stop..didnt get the chance to see her for 1 wk so have a real nice chats with her..and i know that most of my mcq answers are same as her..whaha happy!! :D

went back to school to find the clique..and we headed to library again..and again we shout in the room and talk as though that our house..fun! disturb wen xin and kong hwee..whaha lol..they are always our target to disturb..whaha kidding =P yeah after talking crap at library head home (:

TAKE CARE EVERYONE OUT THERE (:
i'm sorry about yesterday things..i really dont mean what i said yesterday as i really dont know that you mind the comments i gave..i really dont know what you mean and you said..probably i'm not alert enough to know that you are already upset with the comments..btw i dont have bad mood yesterday..probably we really have communications misunderstanding..i sincerely apologise to you for being not sensible enough and keep saying you..i'm sincerely apologise to you (:

tears rolled down my cheeks , guilt surrounds me



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