Date : Thursday, November 27
Time : 23:31
Title : be happy ((: ;

be chill.
take a deep breathe and relax.






i want to do something for you, yet words and actions limited my moves.








i missed a fun camp.

Date : Wednesday, November 26
Time : 23:25
Title : it limited my words ;

those days are what i miss most.
do you still remember , ______ ?




(:

Date :
Time : 00:22
Title : Dear Lord, may he is doing fine and well ;

1.Do you have secrets?
Who don't ?
2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
NO WAY! not even have a crush on them.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Sometimes.
4. What is your current interest/s?
Learning how to take good photography.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Who knows?
6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.
7. Will you forgive the person who had played around with your feelings?
Curse and swear! screw him off my sight ever!
8. If the person you like knows you like him, what would be your reaction if he says he also loves you?
Stunned, shocked yet happy.
9. Is there anything that made you extremely happy?
Yet to have things makes me happy.I'm waiting. haha!
10. What takes you down the fastest?
Mood swings?
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Probably in some lab or industries doing experiment? *hopefully
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends.
13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?
Relationships, studies and career.
14. Would you rather be single and rich, married and poor?
Single and rich. oppps
15. What is/are your favourite colour/s?
White, red, black.
16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yeah.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one i truly concern and have deep feeling for?
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Forgive but not forget.
19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?
Perhaps i will show it out.
20. 5 people to do this:
Estee, Esther, Andrina, Xiao Man, Yan Bin


i truly miss

Date : Monday, November 24
Time : 23:13
Title : i'm tired of everything ;

to be what status, i left this choice to you.
you know it well.




fuck.

Date : Sunday, November 23
Time : 21:45
Title : you left a big question marks for me ;

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KENNETH :D
hope you enjoyed yesterday and have fun, may all your wishes come true and stay happpy (:


off to Kelvins house to celebrate Kenneth's birthday.talked crap, food, pictures and games.walked home with Kong Hwee.thanks for your accompany! in order to show my appreciations, accompany Kong Hwee to wait for bus.


anw nothing much to updated, so shall let pictures say everything (:








P.S// SORRY WENQIN! FORGET TO UPLOAD. SORRY!










is it true that everything is fading so fast? i simply can't catch your pace. please slow down for me once again.

Date : Wednesday, November 19
Time : 22:31
Title : things changed rapidly in between;

Better Of Alone

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it's what I've got to do

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're Better Off Alone

And it's clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I'll admit, I'll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it's what I gotta do

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, who's getting in your way
I think you've forgotten all of your plans
See I never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You're better off alone

Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Alone alone alone alone alone
Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say
I'm really just a loser, you're better off alone
Better off alone

Date : Tuesday, November 18
Time : 22:58
Title : crashed by everythings you left;

competitions tomorrow.damnit!i'm scared.first individual sport's competitions ever.shall try my very mighty best tomorrow.hopefully i am not defeat till very "jialat" lol.the events are really kiilling me.the events i expected are just 2 but in the end, total 3-4.damn! shall give my very best. we can do it girls! gogogo! (: totally crashed today by the tough yet not too tough training.


anw, best wishes pals for tomorrow class test (:


your images, your words are hidden deeply in my mind, it shall be a forever matters.i swear it will.

Date : Monday, November 17
Time : 21:08
Title : perhaps, the status strangers is what we want now;

finally LLA project are done! woho! meet Kong hwee at Lavender platform and waited for Shi Jia at City Hall platform.puch back the departure time.bused down to Chen Su Lan Home. a guy called and i thought is a prank so pass the phone to Kenneth.but in the end he is the in charge for the outing haha! sorry!


we are getting nervous when we reached the Home.cause their age are too small? get to know them when we are on the way to Science Centre.first impression, quiet and soft spoken but guys are more hyper than girls.when we reached SC, their true colours start to show out.well, they are kids.what can we do. 10 of us bring roughly 1-3 kids going round the SC.i brought 2 girls walking around.the youngest girl, Rebecca is super cute! she is very curious about the exbitions there.run around pulling me going to the place she want to go.As for the other girl, Sharmine, 8 years old is still alright.same, curious.they look forward to see computers and mircoscopes.cool!Sharmine dislike guys and she dislike guys to talk to her and that why she ignore Leonard at first? well from there i understand her. all of us are having fun with the kids :D just that tired. having hard time getting them to gather.too hyper, anw they are kids.


time really flies, they had Mac, dinner.hopefully there like uh?after their dinner,took bus back to their Home.we also found out there is a pair of couples.haha! they denied but can see man, from their actions, reactions and the way they look.uh huh.can't escape from our eyes man! damn tired on the bus hoping to catch a breath and rest but brain keep thinking of those shits.argh! reached their Home.kind of sad that the outing just end so early and we might not meet again.of course group photo was taken as memories (: there is one girl whom i never take care of and didnt get to know her well, she just give me a hug.melted my hearts.at first, i didn't feel sad that we are leaving apart but after her warmth hug, start to feel sad and "bu shen de" ):.hope to see them again!! :D they are a group of cute and hyper kids! wish them all the best in the future and stay lively ever (:


dinner with pals at Dobhy Ghuat Exchange while Leonard went home to rest.tired yet fun.talk crap and LOAO! Kelvin's tooth stick with chocolate chips.didn't realised until Kong Hwee laugh madly.and his tooth remind us of J's... haha!


bused home alone is great! (:


PICTURES!






in order not to disclose their face to the public clearly and their rights, i shall put 2 group photos (: they are great kids i must admit, just that will get mischievious sometimes. hope to see them soooon!


i don't derserve your goods, i'm not as good as you thought.you are wrong.i'm putting a fake mask.


i don't deserve your good, your concern.i'm not as nice as you thought.i'm just putting a fake mask trying to be good to everyone.i wish you can hate me, treat me as your worst enemy.the more you hate and ignore me, the faster i can get rid of the twine unmeaningless relationships.we aren't like friends, strangers.out relationships just stuck in between.i don't deserve all your goodness.i'm no one.please hate me and that the only way i can forget you.i won't hate you for sure.if you don't mind, can we return to the past where we don't know each other?perhaps you and i will be happier uh?indeed you left a good memories to me.i won't forget your kindness but the rest i will erase it throughly as time goes by.probably not knowing each other is the best choice.shall we return to strangers status?it way better.goodbye my past.i know this day will come eventually just that it comes too early without knocking on my door.it's too sudden for sure.well like i say, i'm mentally prepare.

Date : Friday, November 14
Time : 21:05
Title : i miss a boy;

Starting time: 2105

Name: YINGHUI CHAN

Shoe size: 8 US size

Height: 160

Where do you live: Lavender.

Favourite drinks: Drink contain Caffeine.




Have you ever -




Been on a plane : Yeah.

Fallen asleep at school: Duh, who don't?

Broken someone’s heart: I think so.

Fell off your chair: Last year.

Saved e-mails: 1997 unread saved e-mails.haha.

What is your room like: Messsssy.haha

The last thing you ate: Braised duck.

Ever had chicken pox: Yes.

Sore throat: Yes.

Broken nose: my nose is crooked! GOD!

Do you believe in love at first sight: Yeah!

Like picnics: Definitely!

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: uh?

Last made you smile: Estee and Esther.

You last yelled at: I'm pretty kind today.




Today did you -




Talk to someone you like: No.

Kiss anyone: No.

Get sick: Nope.

Talk to an ex: No.

Miss someone: Yeah. ):

Eat: Yeah.

Best feeling in the world: No.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yucks! I hate it!

What’s under your bed: Luggages.

Who do you really hate: I'm trying to be good and friendly.I dislike people but not hate.lol

what time is it now?: 23 29

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Always.

Do you have any siblings: No.

Do you want children: Why not?

Do you smile often: Depends.

Do you like your hand-writing: Kind of.

Are your toe nails painted: Nope.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Campsite and chalet

What color shirt are you wearing now: White.




What were you doing at 7:00 p.m.




yesterday:Sleeping!

I can’t wait till: HOLIDAYS.

Are you a friendly person: Hope so.

Do you have any pets: Nope.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Maybe at home? or outside?lol!

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: No.

Do you sleep with the TV on?: No.

What are you doing right now?: What do you think?

Have you ever crawled through a window?: Few years ago.

Are you too forgiving?: Depends.

Are you closer to your mother or father?: Father.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Estee and Esther.*ps!

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: Too Numerous To Count. Family, Friends and the one.

Do you eat healthy?: Sometimes.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Nah.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes.

If you’re having a bad day, who Are you most likely to go to?: No one.I need a break

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Depends on my mood and people i'm out with.

Are you confident?: No.




5 things I was doing 10 years ago:




1. Playing

2. Crying

3. Eating

4. Picking up ants on the floor and eat it with classmates while watching video.haha!

5. Laughing




5 things on my to-do list today:




1. Do revision

2. Work

3. Earn Money!

4. SHOPPING!!

5. Project




5 snacks I enjoy:




1. CHOCOLATES!

2. Ice Cream

3. Waffles

4. Chips

5. Fruits




5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:




1. SHOP!

2. Travel round the World

3. Help the less fortunated one

4. Save up for my future

5. Setup business




5 of my bad habits:




1. Lazy

2. Lack of self-discipline.

3. Take thing for granted

4. Lack of responsibility

5. Accomplish works at very last minute




5 places I have lived in:




1.Lavender




5 jobs I’ve had:

1. Promoter



5 people I tag :


1. Esther

2. Estee

3. Cherng Shing

4. Xiao Man

5. Yan Bin

i miss everything you left behind.

Date : Wednesday, November 12
Time : 21:31
Title : 忘不了;

screwed up the phrase test.damn! i can't believe what i had done during the test.what am i thinking?screwed up brain. Estee is high once again, saw her candy.haha! had lecture, mind is alert and fresh. trained down to Jurong East with Esther, while Estee went home to fetch lil bro.


confirmation with Mac.done! tickets into Science Centre.er...to be done as soon as Orphanage send us the letter to school! had a great chat with Esther with an ice-cream cone.raining cats and dogs.decided to try our luck to walk in the rain.in fact the rain isn't big at all.lol.bused down to Boon Lay with Esther since there isn't any straight bus home for me and there is a straight bus to Boon Lay for Esther.win-win case.fell alsleep on the train.malu can!cabinet cramp like hell.gosh!


SW and swimming tomorrow (: woot! i love sports nowadays! thank for the good influence haha! get tanned in progress! wheee


found this Japan animations translate into Taiwan version at Youtube, <我們這一家>. worth watching, my opinion. :D indulge in it totally! and now you know what i do when i get bored.lol kill times (:


p.s: Kong Hwee is the soya bean milk sweet? though it label "not so sweet" but i believe in your heart it is damn sweet! a gift from Estee lei! haha!


takecare, bye.


I’m alive but I’m losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
All I had to say is goodbye

Date : Tuesday, November 11
Time : 18:12
Title :

FHP pract is a smooth and easy one.get to know the proper method of cutting fish.calculate yield and stuffs.lunch-ed with peeps and bused home with Kong Hwee.


Get Well Soon Kong Hwee (:

Date : Monday, November 10
Time : 21:54
Title : true colour will eventually show one day;

do tutorial wholeheartedly but just blame myself for not paying good attention in lecture and do regular revision and this is my consequences.can't get most of the answers right.now i then feel the urgent of studying and the importance.stress start to arise.not only for study, project too.


groups left and i stayed behind calling the Bus Company.STOMPS, CDC and Vanessa Ng's group gonna look for Mr Calvin.Twins left for appointment.Shi Jia left to meet friends so i represent the whole group which equal to represent to kana scolding from him.LOL! (:


sun bian left to Bugis with Kenneth, Kelvin, Kong Hwee.they ordered 600 badges for STOMPS.went to Popular to buy notebooks for notes writing. watched channel 8 show on less fortunate citizens.her stories did motivates me to study.well i don't know what will happened to me the next day?so i must cherish every moment to cultivate my mind with useful knowledge.i'm fortunate that i'm still a healthy and well build child. (: mug hard yinghui! you are fortunate that you still have a chance to study and still healthy!


mug hard peeps! (: strive for excel in studies (:


takecare, bye.


i hate the feeling of being left there hanging and being ignored.


i'm tired, i'm speechless.

Date : Saturday, November 8
Time : 12:36
Title : the moment start then;

swabbing again.this time round we need to choose the correct swab to use and present to a person who don't have any background knowledge about swabbing.but i believe she know luh.rather boring.people talking crap at the teacher's bench.argh!draggy man!


went home with Estee and Esther right after prac.changed and meet out again at Redhill to Employment & Employability Insitute (e2i).called Mr Tong and asked can he come and fetched us?and the answer is we are reaching soon wait for us at the front gate.LOL!there are alot of group from Polytechnics, Universities and ITECE. initially we thought it like an exhibitions but yeah no.a purpose hall for presenters to present there new food product sponsored by food industries. and a kitchen for participators to prepare their frozen ready to eat food. we were there doing nothing lei.so Mr Tong told us to go to purpose hall to see how people presents.cause Anthony, Shi Jia and i have a higher possibility to get into project rather than IA.woot! hopefully i get project haha! kinda fun to see them preparing food and do presentations hehes. alot of new creations from school.kinda weird.like; ingredients with surimi, chocolate?multiflour which is gluten free.jugdes popped them some questions which did make sense.they are nervous and their answers are like don't really sastify her.opps.


helped to clean up and left to Suntec City.Esther went to collect her mum's handphone, while Estee and i went to Just Acia to wait for Esther for dinner. camwhore after dinner :D! guys came from Padang and walked around and head to our old hangout place.Esplanade! this time there isn't any cool breeze and nice scenery but with cool air conditional haha! damn tired! leg ache like mad with blisters!a long day for yesterday.chatted awhile and trained home with Anthony and Wen Qin.


alright pictures! :D



















is it because i finally understand how you feel? i had think too much? or the feeling really isn't right anymore? it seems to be deep but meaningless.i want to grab it tight but..


i want to hold this relationship tightly but you don't seems like want to get involve and concern.we didn't contact through msn is it because we don't have any topic to chat anymore?or you online for no reason?i really don't know.perhaps i'm not a good choice of people to chat to (: i think i really don't understand you.but will you even give me a chance to know you better? the gap in between is getting bigger and bigger.no matter what things still need 2 hands to clap.if we were to cement to gaps together will there be any improvements?Leonard i just wish things are getting better, you will be fine, you will be happy. will you have a thought for me?我累了.一路来我都在为你着想, 你到底有没有为我着想过呢?

Date : Thursday, November 6
Time : 18:24
Title : can you share you burden with me?;

woke up before my alarm clock ring.kinda surprised for me to wake up before time.surprised woke me up once again.it make me alert yet lost?mixture of feeling.


Mr Mani do not allow us to swim for SW.so Estee and i sneaked out of Sport Hall to swimming! the sun is hanging up high in the sky.we thought there will have an event going on later cause saw quite a handful of swimmers there.the toilet is damn eerie and dark can!goosebumps!


didn't swam much today.saw some pro kinda paiseh.if the stroke is wrong what will they be thinking uh? haha! kids came for private lesson.they swam damn fast! swam for half an hour and bathed! as you know toilet is damn quiet, eerie and dark.Estee was done with bathing while i'm washing hair, light off! we screamed like mad can! she ran out in order to let the sensor sense that there are people inside.damn! start to wonder will there be any figure behind me?from the top?legs and hair shivered like mad!thank Lord! keep reciting "Namo Buddhaya ,Namo Dharmaya ,Namo Sanghaya" well..look for Esther at level 2 toilet and "shun bian" dry my fringe haha! off to lecture.waiting for surprised to wake me up again.


prac is kinda fun! cut chicken's part respectively.heard Mr Tong and Ms Loh conversations.
MT:"is she a good student?" (refering to me)
ML:"yeah she is!"
*i heard.
YH:"me what uh?"
MT:"i ask if you are naughty not, you are naughty!"
YH:"LOL!"
YH:"Ms Loh what the conversations about?"
MT:"i say liao ,say you are naughty"
YH:"debar me please!"
*LOL!
Mr Tong asked me to look for him when i found Anthony. and the reason for him to look for us is asked us to be there somehow to support the year 2 with their new inventory of food.we requested to bring more people if not me and Anthony nia it like weird can! haha! in the end, Estee, Esther and Wen Qin are going too! the more the merrier! :D woot!


again! PM is a kill for us! we are damn scare to find Mr Calvin to talk about the delayed of orphanage.luckily he wasn't in.Esther chatted on phone with him and SETTLED! whew! now the confirmations from orphanage is stilla myth.damn!


trained home with Bevan, David and Estee. had a great laugh at the guy sitting beside Estee.he used a mooncake paper bag to keep a Gundam Seed model.and he keep looking in.due to Estee curiousity i peeped.LOAO! i think he know we are laughing at hime haha!woot!


alright nothing to talk either. takecare, bye (:


i yearn for your true smile and happiness again.are you willing to share your burden with me? i really wish i can take up all your tough and swarrow.


when i received your sms keep saying sorry for making me angry.i was really shocked.your sms really make me alert.i spent hour thinking how should i form my sentences.i wont get angry with you cause i know your mood arent good.what makes you think i'm angry with you?i really dont know.told you how i feel when you are down.i'm not on purpose to say all those to you.i just want you to stay happy.seeing you feel down for no reason really kill me.i will keep finding ways to cheer you up but i'm not a good speaker and there i will say something wrong.i really hope when you say you are alright is mean it but not for the sake for saying.if you are sad but trying to be happy i wont get angry or ignore you.my heart will break once again.if you are really down please tell me.i dont want you to suffer yourself.that scene is really heartbreaking.please tell me please.i will be there for you no matter what.eventhe whole world had give up on you, i will still be there supporting you.boy i just want you to know i'm always there for you.your emotion will decide my emotion either.though i'm not your whosoever but i treat you as my special one.leonard will you be happy?will you share your burden with me?我只求你要快乐.

Date : Wednesday, November 5
Time : 16:58
Title : it's not right anymore;

practical by Ms Lin is always fast and clear cut.a fast revision and going through our last experiment done.our results screwed.Kelvin's hand should be unwashed but sanitize.in the end his result is worst than unclean and unsanitize. different cleaning method that why! haha

lunched and slacked at library waiting for time to pass.bused down to Suntec City for NEA School Carnival. walked around the exhibitions hall happily with cliques.try all there games kinda stupid but fun! primary school kids are cute and good to tease at! whaha!fashion show by students from different schools.cool! we saw 2 Superheros walking around! damn cute can! but the more we walked the more boring it is.okay luh actual fact ,IT'S BORING. things that caught our eyes are kids that can tease and stupid primary school games. haha


PM1 screw our head down! things forever can't get done.damnit!

anw ,CUTE SUPER HEROS;

OUR SUPERHEROS :D

OMGG THEIR PACK ABS AND CHEST! GOSH~


if i did something wrong i will feel guilty and remorse.but after this incident.i definitely will change my mindset.waiting for you to reach and wanted to apologise but you treat me as though like a transparent shit.fine! since you want to ignore me and dont feel like replying me FINE! i wont give a damn to it either.you came and wanted to sort things out.i listened.and you continued you thought your friend will reply on the behalf of you.come on! i'm talking to you!who you think you are for other to reply for you? you are just a pea can!you cried till very jia lat, i dont know how to cry meh? as though everything is my fault uh? think twice.i'm worried and feel damn gulity but you just ignore me.it make me feel damn pissed and the impression you gave me was you dont deserve any goods from me anymore! damnit! save your tears.i wont give a damn. dont blame me for been heartless.

Date : Tuesday, November 4
Time : 21:48
Title : i yearn for the truths;

wanted to have a longer sleep but the renovation of the stands end my dreams and sleep.damnit! surprised waiting for me to disclose them and the surprise makes me damn alert! wash up, on tv and eat my strawberry cereal! waking up early makes me feel fresh (:


saw Pei Wen on train and trip to school together.meet Estee and Esther at cafe 1 for their lunch.proceed to do the draggy project.off to FHP Phrase Test.gathered test info from Estee and Esther thank man! smiled and waved to Ms Ma well who ask my mood is good today.it her luck! indeed she "bo chap" what we are doing.she just walked around the room making sure we did correctly.most of the time she sat down on her stood don't know what she is doing.she left immediately the test is over. well known to be last to reach, first to leave. oppps.


trained home with David and Bevan.have a great chat! but stomach start to cramp like hell! talk lesser on train.uncomfortable man! argh!


alright, bye.takecare


it seems to be on the right track but in fact it's not.
it's always not.

your sms make me stay awake.trying to sleep more but your sms start to pop in my mind.on my labtop saw 2 tags.it seems like you and your friend.and i start to guess ,is the sms sent from you or prank by your friend again.but i think again.no. that your typing.but what makes you take the initiatives to sms me?do you see my post? which i stupidly didnt change the colour to white.i'm scare to talk to you or even see you.cause you had seen my post which say those stupid stuffs.damnit!your sms really brighten up my day.and i saw a slight hopes there.praying it's not a false hope again.

Date : Sunday, November 2
Time : 19:07
Title : i yearn for everything it left behind;

went swimming alone.it is not as crowded as i thought.saw a group of India workers and Filipino maids flirting in the pool.damn gross can!piggyback-ing, kissing,touch here and there.WTF lor!can't they leave some privacy to themselves at hotel or hostel meh?though the entrance fee to swimming complex is cheap but i believe if they have the money to come in swimming complex and flirt with maids they sure have money to open a room for themselves lor.some more there are 2 women with 4 men.they ignore how the outsiders look at them.shouting across the pool as though that their house, eat beside the pool as though like having party.of course the lifeguard did warned them and told them not to do that or what.anw not interested to know what they are chatting either.overall, THOSE WOMEN ARE CHEAP AND SLUT! MEN ARE FREAKING HORNY AND DESPERATE! YUCKS! I DESPISE CHEAP ASS!anw back to topic.swam roughly 10 laps at deep pool. 12-14 laps at shallow pool.woot! my goggles didn't break into half this time round.HAHA!


meet dad outside the pool before heading to buy earpiece and MP3 for himself.shopped around and had laska for lunch.swallowed my ball with the slippery bee hoon.argh! people told me their friend swallowed down the ball or stud while having meal.and i call them idiot. and i am calling myself idiot too. learnt my lesson.take out stud before meals luh! idiot haha! after lunch walked around at Suntec, Marina Square and Raffles Place for the whole day.tired but worth! (: but ball gone deep down in my stomach with the laksa full of MSG gravy.damnit!


just a blink of eyes, and here come the weekdays. and here comes the FHP phrase test.and a month later here comes the major exam.omggg! gonna mug hard man! wish me luck Lord.

I'm not gonna write you to stay.


do we still have the chance to talk to each other?do we still have the chance to go back to the past we used to have? do i still have the chance to tell you i love you?do i still have the chance to say i miss you badly? do i still have the chance for you to see me in your eyes again? do i still have the chance for me to cross your mind? my question marks are your answer.i yearn for your answer. i yearn for your breathe, i yearn for you present by my side once again.i miss you badly leonard ng. i love you dearly leonard ng.

Date : Saturday, November 1
Time : 18:03
Title : 再给我多一线希望 好吗?;

woke up at 9 unwillingly.went to Be Sanctuary Spa @ Tampines.search the whole Tampines Central for 45 mins.basically they held a talk on their company.they have total branches of 13 in Singapore, 30+ in Hong Kong, 3 in Malaysia.of course the most grand one is in Hong Kong.in Singapore and Malaysia they only provide Spa ,Facial and Body Services. but in Hong Kong they provide 1st class Spa ,Facial and Body Services, Facial and Body Services for male ,Hair Salon, Gym etc. how i wish i'm rich and take flight all the way to Hong Kong to enjoy the 1st class message.OMGGG! *let me imagine. of course attending talk they will pursuade you to join them as their membership and take up they therapy. mum initially decline their offered.but the beautician has a glib mouth and pursuaded her! YES! their packages they offered isn't cheap either.so mum decided to take 10 sessions as "testing", so am i had the chance to try! hahahaha! and since i'm their member ,i can go to their Spa(include Steaming, Jacuzzi and Sauna) at Tampines Central after school whenever i want! of course need to pay luh! but cheap lor! $8 exclude GST. wheee~ anw THANK YOU MUM! :D


Lunch and trained down to Whitesand and do some gorceries spree (: stawberry cereal for my breakfast! headed home :D


i guess you had another direction and leaving me with nothing but a dead connection. is that the truth?


should i try again trying to talk to you and get back to the time we belong to? but i always scare you whether are you eyeing other girl and with my enter will make you hate me.i'm really really scare. how i wish you can tell me you are not attached, not eyeing any girls.with those words, i swear i will confess to you again. will we ever chat again?will i even have he chance to ask you that questions again? leonard, please encourage me.be my soul.i still miss and love you, leonard.