YEARN FOR YOUR TRUE SMILE.

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i think it is swinging again.but there nothing i can do.will get over damn soon whenever it came. i enjoy every moments that happen not long ago. getting comfortable with it and i'm in love with it (: lets swing and hang a smile on our faces.indulge in this moments.

it you.i swear.

你让我沉醉在甜蜜中,是你让我感受到有一种情比任何的友情跟亲我们之间到底属于哪一种情呢?我们之间太复杂了.

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my mood sunk once again. i always tell myself it really impossible and impossible but i keep on dreaming and wandering.why must i end up in this situations?which actually i can enjoy my holidays and even my life.but why must i? i find myself rather stupid and naive.stare in the blank and start to imagine the possible moments.but in realistic it wont even happen.all the happy moments wont last.things which is ment to be happy ,the ending will be disappointment or unhappy one.why will this happen?can anyone explain?i'm really tired of staying in those stupid situations.really tired and sick of it.probably in the statue of best of the best friend is better for you?

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BEST OF THE BEST?

stayed at home today.have a great sleep and rest haha..i love the feeling of staying at home slacking and resting.the rain in the afternoon makes me sleepy.lay on my bed thinking and wandering....kinda relaxing uh.woke up , had dinner and again surf nets. boring but i start to use to it and indulge in it :D

shall stay at home till there is another outing (:

the sense of belonging return once again.

love chatting with you last night.really i love it. we talk about anything that flash through our minds.you concern me a lot i really appreciate. this is the first time we chatted till 4am. i swear yesterday night is the boldest day i ever had.you said no girl want you. i dont know wth i'm thinking i said i want?WTF! during theconversations we didTAKECARE BYE! talk about BGR.you always pursuade me to tell you what am i thinking and what matter that keep bothering me.i really want to tell but i dont have the courage.you are all the "matters" that bothering me. you said you treat me as a 很好很好的朋友.why must i be in that statue? can i have more?more than that? i just wish that we can always have a closer relationships than others. i will learn not to keep things from you anymore.

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COMPETITIONS.

went down to National Library to support guys , Tchoukball competition.quite excting seeing 7 different groups from organisations , schools or clubs. i must admit that the guys had done their very best.i admit! good games (: at first estee ,esther and i were kinda excited to see the match but when time goes by..abit boring lei haha..probably too much matches? finally their matches finished! woot! went to Rochor Center's coffee shop for dinner. it nice ,but after eating estee ,esther and my stomach start to oppose. we suspected the condense milk in the tea? no luh! i believe it some reactions in between Bak Gu Tei and milk tea haha!

kong hwee and kelvin went home first.rest of us went to MS.trying our luck to have a glance of F1 competition. it marvellous! really! the sound effect is tremendous and loud! the screeching from the cars made us wanted to vomit haha.it damn high pitch! soon we left and walk around MS.chatting with wenqin and we agreed to one thing. Michael talks non stop! haha! and most of the team mates dont like him..opps! i hate guys who talk non stop on 1 stupid particular thing.somemore is BORING TOPIC! worst than girls.i really must must admit!saw stella and shawn dating.woot! if i'm not wrong they had been together for almost 2 years? haha lol.

train-ed home with anthony ,wenqin and michael.haha! okay end here (:

random pictures :P

TAKECARE! BYE! :D

please teach me how?

i feel uncomfortable without chatting with you.it already a habit. i must learn to quit.frankly speaking i still miss and like you.i realised you had changed.i dont know why.

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GO GO GUYS!

guys having Tcoukball competition tomorrow . best wishes and all the way! :D shall go down and had our moral support.haha!

stayed at home today.dont feel like going out nowadays.like what esther say "homie" haha! i enjoy staying at home woot! sleep ,eat ,slack ,sleep ,eat ,slack.. wild thinking of shit will increase too.damn! but i will learn to forget and enjoy my life (:

okay shall end here

TAKECARE EVERYONE :D

whenever i saw your pictures and how sad you are my heart start to ache.you are the only reason that makes my heartache.sometimes i really dont know what you really wants. you will chat with me whenever you like as though i'm someone that "replace" your boredom.well i know i'm mean to say that but did you think of my thoughts before? i chatted with you but you dont even bother to reply. i know recently your mood is bad but cant you just share with me? now not only your mood is bad so am i. your bad mood had affected me! in my mind 24/7 it all about you. i swear! did you know? all i want is just know what had happened to you.i dont wish to see you suffering really i dont.

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CAN I HAVE AN ANSWER?JUST AN ANSWER WILL DO.

mood is like weighing scale fluctuate whenever there is wind or vibration since holiday start.i really dont wish to be like this anymore.but oneself emotional with affect others ,affectuous feeling. i just want to know everything that happening recently.but no reply.it makes me wander alot of things.most of it is of course -ve. of course fume start to appear but i managed to extinguish the lil sparks off before it turn out to be flame.but now in my mind i just keep wandering..damn! things really makes me wandering for days. frankly speaking i wont get tired of wandering stuffs.i'm weird.

read cherng shing's blog. she is really strong i must admit. she wil be fine.i believe she will (:

alright stop here. TAKECARE EVERYONE :D BYE!

you makes me wander since the day i know i had fallen into you.

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short post for today.fun ,lost ,wandering ,ignorant ,annoyed ,tired.shall i interpret it? i dont think so.it for me to know and for you to find out.well it not hard to find out if you are geek! trust me! only geek knows.okay i'm getting random and sidetrack.only word to express my feeling ,argh!

TAKECARE EVERYONE :D

your left makes me feel lost. i'm really shocked.why there isnt any reply from you? you know from the time you left till now ,i always have the urge to sms you but i really scare you wont reply me or ignore my sms. can i be someone in your life ,knowing you better than other?

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fuck my mood! what the hell i really want? damn! didnt i did it? why am i still thinking?! argh

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GOODBYE AND TAKECARE

attended LiWei wake this morning.today is his final part in his life.meet WanLing on the bus.Had mac bkfast wih Felicia K and WanLing.Soon XinYi ,Forester ,Pearson ,JianYong ,YeowChong ,KaiWen ,YongTing and so on came.went off first with girls.Hoping we can help out ,but nothing for us to help out. The wind is super strong and cold.Paid our final respect to Liwei before we headed to Mandai.Seeing his family members ,cousins and loved ones tearing ,my heart really ache. Ah-Team and some close buddy were there too. Reached Mandai. I started to tear when i saw Liwei's coffin pulling out and had our very very very last respect and farewell to him. His lil boy cousin cried profusely and keep shouting LiWei's name.I really cant take it anymore.I shattered. His body is pull off to incinerate..We were to go to viewing hall. The scene is really heartache and sad.Went to Buddhist Lodge to put his "ling wei" .hai. A young healthy cheerful adult just left us to somewhere better and somewhere with no suffering but with endless happiness. All of us believe LiWei will be very very happy and peaceful in the better realms.Takecare my friend.You will be remembered by us forever. Goodbye and takecare Liwei. (:

Went to Bugis with YuanYi ,ZhiPeng and WanLing.Soon YuanYi went off for lesson.ZhiPeng went to buy present for FRIEND. soon we meet his FRIEND.well so WanLing and i of course not being gooseberry ,we went to Bugis Street and start to shop ard.Wanted to buy Vintage bag but WL said is old stock so okay i wait.haha! bought myself a butterfly blouse! wheee~ i want to burst my wardrobe with graphic tee ,blouse and tee shirt! woot!

okay shall end here (:

TAKECARE MY FELLOW DEAREST FRIENDS AND PEEPS :D

为什么你对我和别人没有分别呢? 可以对我特别一点吗?我多么希望会有那么一天

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ENTWINE WITH DUSTS.

holiday is tempting me to spree downtown till twilight. it time for me to pamper myself with therapy (: and probably changing myself to the better one? i'm trying to be what to be. mood is on off this few days. should i see throughly into it or should i carry a smile on face and let it go whenever wind come?

i'm isnt as good as you thought. probably you has already see through me but not my inner deep heart. (:

完美並不美

我們多虛偽你讓我的好

變成一種罪

完美並不美

當你愛了誰我的完美也只是不完美

this make sense.

no one is perfect but our dream are always perfect and lovable.

TAKCARE PEEPS (:
ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS! WHEEE~ :D

一直以为我拥有了你但想了想你对我和别人好像没有区别一路来都是我在制作多情是我想太多了现在我只想要好好地拥有你所给我的好和体贴我不想失去一切的美好和回忆好想好想让时间停留在那一晚

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WENQIN! :D

went to kelvin's house to celebrate with full attendance of clique! woot! meet esther , kenneth and wenqin at little india to buy FOOD! before going to kelvin's house..soon estee and kong hwee came with a CAKE! haha..later ,all of us beside kong hwee and anthony ,went to fetch leonard.LOL!

slack awhile before start to prepare FOOD for STEAMBOAT! woho! and WE ARE READY TO EAT!!! bought quite alot of food which actually we cant finish it LOL!

ton at kelvin's house! begged my mum damn hard and thank to kenneth and esther ,my mum is persuaded LOL! so clique ton over :D slack and talk crap in his house before going down to center of no where in the road haha.sat down and start to talk about ghost stories..it damn errie man! also leonard played guitar. went back to void deck and cintinue to slack..haha! soon everyone is like getting tired so went back to kelvin's house..again slack and use internet haha..

light was off and soon everyone start to fall alseep..zzzzzz lol...woke up at 8 plus..and start to talk crap again..the feeling is like as though we were at chalet ,not at kelvin's house..opps! kelvin's dad on hi-fi in the early morning! haha..his dad is really crappy! like father like son lol..

cabbed home with kong hwee haha! tired man!

updated:

preparations (:

bday boy (:

GUYS! (:

LADIES! (:

CLIQUES! :D

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WILL BE REMEMBERED.

received sms from michelle that liwei had just passed away. the 1st person flash through my mind is cherng shing. i know no matter how much i comfort cherng shing ,it not going to reduce her sorrow or pain.her loved one is already gone. in my first impression ,liwei is a fierce and not friendly.but i am wrong ,since months ago ,i start to change my impression of him.he is a funny , humourous and crappy guy. Li Wei you aill always be remembered by us. My dear cherng shing , please stay really strong really. please come to me whenever you need help.i will be there for you always my dear girl. remember Emo Four is always there for you!! STAY REALLY STRONG MY DEAR CHERNG SHING!

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IGNORE THIS POST!

i'm bored at home seriously! haha but well it great! slack , sleep , eat.. woot! but head went haywire again..giddy and ache..wanted to take a good nap but grandma on the tv volume till too loud..slowly get into sleeping without thinking..LOL!

finally i can take out my stitches tomorrow at 2 pm! finally! at least i can bath normally..shall skip school again and had a great sleep before i shout during removing of stitches haha..LAME! I KNOW!

mood suck right at the moment.i choose to believe but in between believe there is still a lie. okay.i am just a nuisance in between it! i'm really tired of all those shit.since promise why must break?whatever.i will get use to it anyway.get to see the true colour of the sky.it not always as blue as you thought.

BYE!

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NOT ANYMORE.I GUESS

not confident for today test..just pray hard that i will just pass..woot! head spinned when doing paper..focus! but after that i'm fine! oppps...waited for guys at cafe 1 while i am having my lunch..estee went home to fetch lil bro (:

went to MS with clique to shop around wanted to..shop lor! haha! saw my Nike sport bag again! shall say hi to it soon! and you will be mine whaha! walked into Slurplife and saw the bag(MP) .......... want! probably shall buy that first before i say hi to my Nike sport bag (: wheee~

walked around at MS and proceed to suntec city...nothing much there..slack at mac and guys start to intro their HANDSOME guy in Tchoukball! thank uh! haha! esther and i were like....what de! haha everyone is tired so home sweet home (:

nothing much to add on...o ya!

GET WELL SOON KELVIN ,GF! CLIQUE STILL WANNA HANG OUT WITH YOU! HEHES! TAKECARE!!!

PLAY HARD PEEPS!

THANK PEEPS FOR ALL YOUR SINCERE REGARDS!! I WAS REALLY REALLY TOUCHED!!! THANK YOU!

i think you just treat me as a friend since those days. i really wish we wont end up like that.i really dont wish

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BLACK.

head spinned like hell when i hair dry my hair..on the train my head went ache..argh! headache is really killing me for whole day! had pest control talk..it interesting and fun but my head really cannot tahan anymore..shift my seat to somewhere that allow me to lie me head..i tried to bend down my head and calm down..but my head start to spin and my body move front and back..follow by black out..i fell! damn!balck out for 5 secs..i start to tear..argh! damn paiseh! friends start to surround me..fareez start to ask no link things like; you wear contact lens uh? LOL! frankly speaking i was damn touched that friends are really there for me when i need them..i dont think there is a need for me to list down their names..it for me to know and for you to find out.haha! ms peggy pushed a wheelchair..what de! asked to sit on it and push to another room to rest..ms priya asked ms peggy to buy papaya juice for me..take a break in the deserted lab..during interval of the talk friends come over.. i'm really really touched! thank man! :D

had lunch with estee ,esther and david while waiting for guys o come down from their STOMP AIDS presentation. bused to tampines and trained home with estee ,esther and konghwee (:

CONGRATS MAN KENNETH! TOP STUDENT SEI! :D

okay end here :D

TAKE CARE EVERYONE

THANK PEEPS FOR SINCERE REGARDS! :D

MUG FOR OUR LAST PAPER AND OFF TO HOLIDAY! WHEEE~

i dont wish things to end before starting. i just wish to keep contact with you just like before. IRMY

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UNBEARABLE TRUTHS

trained to school and have alot of stupid uncles and aunties looking at me as though i am alien! never see before meh? saw vanessa hg at busstop (: FHP test is great! but i cant carry high hope what if i did badly uh? haha..head will ache sometimes..i cant too focus on stuffs for too long and keep looking down.

cafe 1 for brunch..went to FHS lecture conducted by ms lin..listening attentively but again my headache really cause a big problem for me. wanted to lie down to rest but when i open my eyes..i can see things moving round and round.damn!

LLA was a fast one again..guys had their STOMP AIDS presentation(rehearsal).they are nervous! chill guys! :D

went off without waiting for guys..ms priya stopped me and apologise to me for not picking up my call haha! lol..she start to ask what had happened to my face..she thought i run over a piece of glass panel! LMAO! woot! she excuse me from FHS class test and also i am excuse from school since tomorrow! woho! but i must complete my exams before on-ing my holiday moods! woho! so I WAS EXCUSE FROM SCHOOL ,THEREFORE MY HOLIDAY START RIGHT AFTER MY FHS CLASS TEST! whaha! trained to aljunied polyclinic which TTSH refer me there..LOL..esther wanted to accompany me there but i can see that she is tired so i left without informing her but just a sms..oppps!

queue for no.okay luh quite fast..i'm damn sleepy!sleep while waiting for consultation..paiseh sia..consultation is a real fast one..he refer me again to dressing room..i must admit that the nurse is chor lor! she took out my dressing as though i'm not human..though she apologise but she keep peeling off and chat with other nurse...zzzzzz..she wipe my wound with salt water with her mighty force..she said i had to apply force so that your wound is clean..i'm speechless..haha! the bandage somehow a bit exaggerate..she even praise herself that she bandage much way better than the doctor in A&E..i was like er...HAHA!

trained home..had a hard time bathing lol but i invent a new way to prevent water to enter my wound..hehes..praise me!!! kidding!

我们没那么野蛮

TAKE CARE PEEPS :D

MUG HARD FOR OUR LAST PAPERRRR (:

i really have the urge to tell you how much i miss you. I REALLY MISS YOU ,l

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THANK EVERYONE FOR YOUR REGARDS (:

thank everyone for your sincere regards :D i really appreciate it alot really. emotionally i'm feeling better but pain is still there..head will ache if too focus on somethings ,if i have to do a big expression ,i can feel the stretch of the wound.damn! when i woke up this morning my wound on forehead split?or i applied pressure when i sleep..dried bood on my bandage.. basically i'm fine (:

2017 i then realised i had injury at my chest.it swell.damn!

studied awhile for class test..cant really focus hard..if not my head will groan in pain..argh!! how am i going to pass the test? damn damn! anw shall do my best (:

alright stop here (:

JIA YOU FOR TEST UH PEEPS :D

all i want is your concern ,your regards.but i cant get any of it.

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8 STITCHES ON FACE.IT'S DISFIGURED.

woke up at 1237 and start to revise at 330..it real hard to concentrate but i force myself to study..summarise notes up to lecture 4..getting tired..so i just read through everything..

fix my wardrobe with dad..starting his temper is okay..then his temper changed..quarrelled and shouted..crossfire.he said something which is like i scare him..i start to defend i that i'm not scare and do scacastic action..he turned furious and he just take whatever on his hand and hit my head.initially i thought just bruise but start to bleed profusely..grandma start to scold me dad for being too implusive..saying what you should not hit her head you should hit his feet or what..wth! he should not hit things at me! cab down to TTSH emergency and accident..bleeding profusely..people keep looking at me..argh!nurse attend me first but i need to wait for 20 mins before doctor..waited again to go into operation room..i keep crying and thinking that i have scars on my face..called mum and inform her..she cried and my heart start ache..tears rolled..i am damn scare for operation..i'm scare of the pain..the doctor is really nice (: she comfort me and ask me to cry out..she is the only one know the fact..

she clean my wound which is dented..painful! and start to numb the wound area..4 stitches on forehead..next she clean my wound on cheek..again numb it and had 4 stitches..my cheek swelled..

how am i going to face my friends at school? it like 猪头..how am i going to concentrate well in exams?damn! friday shall went to polyclinic to remove the thread..again! i bet it painful!

pisture to show as evidence..stop asking me true not! who will evn use their injuries to lie to everyone? COME ON! believe it or not is your problem liao..

TAKE CARE PEEPS!

MUG HARD FOR CLASS TEST (:

how i wish you were there when i need you. i do have the urge to sms you and wish you will comfort me but i think...

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WANTED TO SAY.

FHS prac by ms lin is great! listening attentively..but when it ms priya turned..i somehow sian! i confirm i was given bad point whenever is her lesson! damn! great chat with girls at cafe 1! woot! lecture by ms priya is real fast! fastest ever haha..

went to changi airport T3 and had lunch cum dinner..POPEYES! :D great and marvellous chat with cliques! slack till evening and trained home with twins ,kenneth and kong hwee..haha!

什么是真正的友情？

如果真正的友情对你来说是在背叛的话

你根本不存在在我们的眼中

而是我们的眼中盯

你的花言巧语我们倒是听厌了

即使我们听你的解释

你不觉得有一点迟吗？

到你已措手不及时

你已经失去所有的信任了

没错。我无权批评你是否对或错

但我真的非常无奈

怎能袖手旁观

看自己的好朋友被背叛和出卖

心里总有一个永远解不开的谜

为什么人们总要等到紧要关头时才知道事情的重要性？

要别人理解你的好意

如果你说你没有背叛而是在做和事佬

但你觉得有用吗？

我不觉得

而是越帮越忙

说真的我不明白你（们）到底要什么

何必要到处打听消息呢？

要是那个东西属于你的它自然而然会是你的

要是事情已过了就让它走

何必一直等待着和感到伤心呢？

我能明白你的感触

但有些是就让它顺其自然吧

向前走

我祝福你的前方道路会跟充实和快乐

TAKE CARE EVERYONE :D

MUG HARD FOR CLASS TEST

and

PLAY HARD IN UPCOMING HOLIDAYS (:

will you still remember me? i realised we are getting distant again..topics getting lesser and lesser but i believe love is still there for you. IMYB

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HAHA!

skip SW today..damn tired! sorry uh estee and esther!pangseh..oppps! reached school and went to library to slack..went to cafe 1 for lunch

prac is easy today..i realised i can only concentrate well in FHP prac and lecture..probably is easy to understand but i believe not easy to remember the points..haha..everything went smoothly (: slack at cafe 1 again..

what you really want from us? i know you will get upset of the past but how you know someone is bad mouthing about you?come on! dont be so sensitive..hope everything will come to an end soon..LOVE and PEACE..you will be adore (: haha

P/S: FUCK BACKSTABBER!

okay shall end here..

TAKE CARE PEEPS :D

since 2 days.

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GOODBYE DEREK.

middle of the nap , handphone rang..received a really really shocking news from Siew Eng that Derek had passed away..i always thought he had recovered and under medcations..life is really impermanent..i remember the time when we were sec 2 though we arent close but i believed as classmates we did crack some jokes and say hi bye to each other and crap around..i wont forget you ,my friend...you will always remembered by us Derek (: Rest in Peace Derek.Goodbye.May we can be friends next life.

phrase test today suck! something crop up during exams.ms priya deduct my marks for no reason! i didnt keep the table but she deducted my marks! damn! THANK UH mervyn!ms priya is nagging!

waited for estee and esther to came down and had lunch..before they came down i saw shane!i'm damn high! i just wack mervyn..oppps! he was all along alone..awwww..he sat at forum himself..seems like waiting for someone? i dont know..saw his new hair cut..erm..i still prefer his old hair..haha!

FHS lecture is understandable but dry..went to cafe 1 to slack before heading home with estee and esther (:

SW tomorrow! shall play Basketball with cliques :D

TAKE CARE PEEPS (:

RIP Derek.

i miss you ,boy.

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SHOULD I?

FHP prac by mr tong is okay luh...learn which type of knife is for which purpose..told by ms loh that i was one of the rare top student in phrase test (: i'm motivated to work harder to acheive good results (: overall for today is pretty smooth and calm..

"WHY" keep wandering in my mind..world is simply unfair..why cant we get what we want? why cant everyone is free from worries? those feeling and thinking really suck! mood is really.................

i understand the feeling..it not easy to say let go or getting over it soon..it alright to feel down for a period of time but you must get over the feeling asap okay? i will always be there to be your listener girl..stay positive and happy soon (: i miss your laughter and getting high really..i will be there for you if you want ,friend (:

TAKE CARE EVERYONE :D

BEST WISHES FOR TMR PHRASE TEST PEEPS :D

i just wish that the feeling towards you wont fade off so easily.the feeling is really suck

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COMPLICATED.

went to Chinatown Point with clique :D saw michelle tay , hui ge and jeremy mc-ing the mooncake festival things..estee was kinda high to see jeremy haha! ate at mac and walked around Chinatown Point..boring shopping haha! :P

wanna study but the atmosphere and the place aint right so we walked down to Liang Court..longgg way man! tired haha! when to Starbucks..wanted to study but dont know why lazy bud still crawling in my body..excuses haha..played esther's DS..see how old is our brain..FUN! kelvin's brain aged 44 , anthony and kenneth's brain aged 50! as for me my brain aged..48..haha! kinda fun man! ideal age is 20..haha so you should know how slow and rusty our brain became after cracking our brain juice..haha!

walked to Esplanade..had a great chat with GF! and i know some truth..argh! the feeling is kind of sad+happy+alot of why..went to the rooftop of Esplanade to have a better view of whole City Hall..

went to Food Court and had dinner :D

weekend always end fast..here comes weekdays..argh!

TAKE CARE PEEPS :D

i wont change or even changed since the day i know you..i really hope i can hold your hand tight and walk down th path together without letting you think of the past..but both of us are afraid of one thing..i feel glad that you still remember me..feeling somehow getting complicated

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I LOVE IKEA (:

as usual weekend is always the most boring..

went to ikea. dad and granny to buy a new wardrobe for me! wheee~ saw 1 which suit the length and width..of course the colour i like hehes..bought a full length mirror and komplement..woho! thank granny and dad :D shall say hi to my new wardrobe on tuesday evening! LOL!

meeting clique to study tomorrow! :D

TAKE CARE PEEPS :D

sometime i have the urge to sms you and tell you how much i miss you but i dont have the courage because i know you are just waiting for your ex..only her.

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WHAT WRONG?

prac is easy today...check the E.Coil under blue florenence UV ray..check my hand under UV ray saw bits of E.Coil!argh!ewww! imagine your hand filled with shit?argh!haha

lunch at cafe 1..chit chat awhile before heading home..had a great nap! without being scolded whaha!

somehow realised things around us aint getting easy anymore..things changed to a better one or turn out to be dismal one..is it because i went through or i understand? i totally understand how they feel..they want to stay happy and had a positive thinking but no one gave them a chance to do so..those feeling is really suck ,really suck! friends no matter what stay positively , better future than what we have now..

TAKE CARE EVERYONE (:

just like any other girls i yearned for an unrequited love..will you know? will you understand?

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SW today is really a torture for me again! told by mr mani to ran 3 rounds..i start to jog..50m later my ankle start to ache! argh! i ignored..actually i wanted to stop after 1 round but i thought i can tahan for another 2 rounds..but during 2nd round my ankle start to ache like hell!argh! so i just sat there watching everyone playing captain ball..argh!tempted to play man! haha! bgl is a laughing stock for us..her shoes flew out and she fall down! whaha! LMAO!haha i bet everyone is laughing like mad!went to level 2 to have a quick bath...really had a hard time to climb the stands to take escalator!argh!! i shouldnt run at first..damn!

went to lecture by ms tan..quite interesting but a bit slow well she is a new teacher..haha! i understand okay?lol..i get high and crazy during lecture and someone keep eyeing us..envy us being noisy or...? LOL! practical today is cancelled! woho!

went to orchard..stroll here and there..eyeing the Nike sport bag $79.90..with vanessa ng 20% staff prices it will cost $63.92..woho!save save save! :D saw alot of sport wears and shoes! tempted luh! haha..estee and i were behaving like auntie!haha but fun man! slack awhile and trained home with estee and kong hwee..we were talking about shane..speaks the evil! he pop out! damn! super coincidence can! damn! estee and i get freaking high! it like wth! somemore he enter the same cabin with us!haha! well i'm not high anymore about him..shall let SOMEONE high about him liao whaha!i shall not peep on him anymore whaha! surrender! lol..

okay luh end my post here! BYE!

ESTHER ,WEN QIN RECOVER SOON (:

TAKE CARE PEEPS :D

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prac by ms sng is really boring and "dead"..actual fact is fine but probably the atmosphere is lazy..argh!

had lunch at cafe 1..and went to lecture..somehow i dont feel like studying anymore..i'm really lazy really lazy..

lecture once again is my dreaming session..i just cant pay attention to lecture..damn! so i start to draw..somehow my drawing had linked to ouija board games..of course not playing man..learnt my lesson! haha

went to TM with clique to meet xiao man ,yan bin , gerald , nixon , yu yang , wei bin , garry..they decided to watch movie but i need to save money to buy stuff..so i went to meet up with clique again..slack awhile and bought the barbell ball..mum called and said something happened in house..damn! called xiao man and apologise for paiseh-ing them again..argh!

Sorry Peeps!

of course when i reach home grandma give me that ********* face! even when i woke up her face is still....freak man! what on earth had i done?sleep also a crime meh? tired also wrong meh? unreasonable freaks! damn!

nothing to comment.

TAKE CARE EVERYONE :D

i remember the touched. i remember the feeling.

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LAZY WEATHER.

prac by ms lin is fun (: grilled , steam , bake the fish..easy prac and quite fast luh haha! as usual talk , crap and of course get serious when it's time.. :P

went to cafe 1 and had dinner with clique..somehow nagged at esther asking her not to eat spicy food , drink cold drink..paiseh uh haha! slack and talk crap followed by heavy rains..it really making me sleepy..wanted to keep myself warm in the cozy blanket and had a long sleep..but my stomach start to ache..chicken rice stall again? i dont know..

wanted to train home with clique but i enter the train immediately the door close..clique stand outside..wanted to wait for clique at Bedok..but my stomach really cant take it anymore..somemore my hp low battery..thank uh! give me soo many inconvience! paiseh uh i pangseh you guys :P

Sorry Peeps!

nothing much to post too..tmr lesson start to 830!argh!

TAKE CARE EVERYONE :D

GET WELL SOON EVERYONE!!

"false hope" knocking on my door again.

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