Date : Sunday, November 2
Time : 19:07
Title : i yearn for everything it left behind;

went swimming alone.it is not as crowded as i thought.saw a group of India workers and Filipino maids flirting in the pool.damn gross can!piggyback-ing, kissing,touch here and there.WTF lor!can't they leave some privacy to themselves at hotel or hostel meh?though the entrance fee to swimming complex is cheap but i believe if they have the money to come in swimming complex and flirt with maids they sure have money to open a room for themselves lor.some more there are 2 women with 4 men.they ignore how the outsiders look at them.shouting across the pool as though that their house, eat beside the pool as though like having party.of course the lifeguard did warned them and told them not to do that or what.anw not interested to know what they are chatting either.overall, THOSE WOMEN ARE CHEAP AND SLUT! MEN ARE FREAKING HORNY AND DESPERATE! YUCKS! I DESPISE CHEAP ASS!anw back to topic.swam roughly 10 laps at deep pool. 12-14 laps at shallow pool.woot! my goggles didn't break into half this time round.HAHA!


meet dad outside the pool before heading to buy earpiece and MP3 for himself.shopped around and had laska for lunch.swallowed my ball with the slippery bee hoon.argh! people told me their friend swallowed down the ball or stud while having meal.and i call them idiot. and i am calling myself idiot too. learnt my lesson.take out stud before meals luh! idiot haha! after lunch walked around at Suntec, Marina Square and Raffles Place for the whole day.tired but worth! (: but ball gone deep down in my stomach with the laksa full of MSG gravy.damnit!


just a blink of eyes, and here come the weekdays. and here comes the FHP phrase test.and a month later here comes the major exam.omggg! gonna mug hard man! wish me luck Lord.

I'm not gonna write you to stay.


do we still have the chance to talk to each other?do we still have the chance to go back to the past we used to have? do i still have the chance to tell you i love you?do i still have the chance to say i miss you badly? do i still have the chance for you to see me in your eyes again? do i still have the chance for me to cross your mind? my question marks are your answer.i yearn for your answer. i yearn for your breathe, i yearn for you present by my side once again.i miss you badly leonard ng. i love you dearly leonard ng.