Date : Thursday, November 6
Time : 18:24
Title : can you share you burden with me?;

woke up before my alarm clock ring.kinda surprised for me to wake up before time.surprised woke me up once again.it make me alert yet lost?mixture of feeling.


Mr Mani do not allow us to swim for SW.so Estee and i sneaked out of Sport Hall to swimming! the sun is hanging up high in the sky.we thought there will have an event going on later cause saw quite a handful of swimmers there.the toilet is damn eerie and dark can!goosebumps!


didn't swam much today.saw some pro kinda paiseh.if the stroke is wrong what will they be thinking uh? haha! kids came for private lesson.they swam damn fast! swam for half an hour and bathed! as you know toilet is damn quiet, eerie and dark.Estee was done with bathing while i'm washing hair, light off! we screamed like mad can! she ran out in order to let the sensor sense that there are people inside.damn! start to wonder will there be any figure behind me?from the top?legs and hair shivered like mad!thank Lord! keep reciting "Namo Buddhaya ,Namo Dharmaya ,Namo Sanghaya" well..look for Esther at level 2 toilet and "shun bian" dry my fringe haha! off to lecture.waiting for surprised to wake me up again.


prac is kinda fun! cut chicken's part respectively.heard Mr Tong and Ms Loh conversations.
MT:"is she a good student?" (refering to me)
ML:"yeah she is!"
*i heard.
YH:"me what uh?"
MT:"i ask if you are naughty not, you are naughty!"
YH:"LOL!"
YH:"Ms Loh what the conversations about?"
MT:"i say liao ,say you are naughty"
YH:"debar me please!"
*LOL!
Mr Tong asked me to look for him when i found Anthony. and the reason for him to look for us is asked us to be there somehow to support the year 2 with their new inventory of food.we requested to bring more people if not me and Anthony nia it like weird can! haha! in the end, Estee, Esther and Wen Qin are going too! the more the merrier! :D woot!


again! PM is a kill for us! we are damn scare to find Mr Calvin to talk about the delayed of orphanage.luckily he wasn't in.Esther chatted on phone with him and SETTLED! whew! now the confirmations from orphanage is stilla myth.damn!


trained home with Bevan, David and Estee. had a great laugh at the guy sitting beside Estee.he used a mooncake paper bag to keep a Gundam Seed model.and he keep looking in.due to Estee curiousity i peeped.LOAO! i think he know we are laughing at hime haha!woot!


alright nothing to talk either. takecare, bye (:


i yearn for your true smile and happiness again.are you willing to share your burden with me? i really wish i can take up all your tough and swarrow.


when i received your sms keep saying sorry for making me angry.i was really shocked.your sms really make me alert.i spent hour thinking how should i form my sentences.i wont get angry with you cause i know your mood arent good.what makes you think i'm angry with you?i really dont know.told you how i feel when you are down.i'm not on purpose to say all those to you.i just want you to stay happy.seeing you feel down for no reason really kill me.i will keep finding ways to cheer you up but i'm not a good speaker and there i will say something wrong.i really hope when you say you are alright is mean it but not for the sake for saying.if you are sad but trying to be happy i wont get angry or ignore you.my heart will break once again.if you are really down please tell me.i dont want you to suffer yourself.that scene is really heartbreaking.please tell me please.i will be there for you no matter what.eventhe whole world had give up on you, i will still be there supporting you.boy i just want you to know i'm always there for you.your emotion will decide my emotion either.though i'm not your whosoever but i treat you as my special one.leonard will you be happy?will you share your burden with me?我只求你要快乐.