Date : Tuesday, October 14
Time : 19:28
Title :

things happened then was great and stable
we fought all ways to communicate ,no matter in day or night
seeing you around is a relieved ,a joyful moment
but
when you left to somewhere that really can fufill your dreams ,your ambitions
everything is crashed


when times goes by i realised there isnt a need for me to leave you back
so long your direction in life is on the right path
i know that there are always ways for us to stay contact
at first everything were just like the past.
you made my night bright that day ,that moment ,that very minutes


who knows
things happened now is no longer great and stable
rocking.
there are always ways for us to stay in contact
but things turn up to be opposite
whenever you are online
i just hope you will talk to me
there are few percentage you will take initiatives
if not we just didnt even talk


unexplainable feelings just stuck in between my mouth and throat
wanted to say but fingers turn stiff
thoughts went blank


i have a lot to say to you but who will be the one who give me courage and support
i dont ask much from you
all i want from you is to understand me
shall we bring the past back to the present?


now you know how much you mean to me?
will you ever get it?
will you try to know more?


i'm dying to know your answer.