Date : Saturday, October 18
Time : 23:08
Title :

meet Estee at Outram Park while waiting for Kenneth ,Kong Hwee and Wen Qin.Kong Hwee sleeping lor! PIG! after everyone reached trained down to Seng Kang and waited for Anthony to fetch us to Seng Kang Recreation Center.the pool is big and crowded. slack ,swim and rest are basically what we did.swam for 4 hours! my finger had a long contact with water and the skin stringe.left the guys at pool while Estee and i went off to clean up first.how i wish someone will replace me to bath.damn tired and restless.


off to Compass Point for dinner ,KFC.FULLED! so walked around before heading home.everyone is tired and shag.


alright nothing to write too.
takecare.bye.


your cold shoulder really treat me as though like enemy.what had i done? i smsed you ,no reply.chat with you on msn ,no reply.WHAT HAD I DONE? do you really hate me? why you have to avoid me? am i that irritating?am i that annoying? i take up the initiatives to talk to you because i wish to return to the past ,we used to have.can't you even give me a chance? i'm really disappointed and sad when you never reply my sms and msn.will you understand my heartache?your ignored really kills me.why you will treat me like that? even i tears will you know? do you know your importance in my heart?no matter what you say and did will affect my mood ,expression and life.i really hope you are not avoiding me.i'm praying hard you are just busy that why.Buddha please guide me through this darkness. Leonard you always make my world different ,up or low. I miss you ,Leonard.i really do.i always wish i have the courage to say this to you but words get stuck. you are the only one who decide my happiness and sadness.you are my soul.

are you avoiding me?