YEARN FOR YOUR TRUE SMILE.
Date : Thursday, April 2
Time : 20:51
Title : I Have Moved :D


KINDLY RELINK MATES (:






With Loves,
Ying Hui.


Date : Tuesday, February 3
Time : 22:16
Title : "YOU" are the reason ;


Upon your arrival, i am always trying.Till now.


i should know when i see your profile, i will get hurt.well your friendliness worries me.you want to make friends i won't say anything.well i'm aint anyone to you.you can make friends so am i uh? perhaps that what you think.but well too bad i don't make friends. your comments on that girl's profile makes me know which is your cup of tea.maybe she is your cup of tea but doesnt mean you're hers. well i dont have the right to stop you knowing friends.because i'm no one to you.HAHA! but seriously, if you regret what you have said in the past, i allow you to keep your words back.like i say, i'm always prepare for those situations. seriously, i start to dislike dragging parts.you pretend not to remember, you didnt pick up the topic again.since you didnt pick up the topics again.i shall pretend not to remember or in fact we dont have anything happened before. so what if we remember? it's still a history.you move on fast.i'm glad you are actually making new girl friends. bigger circles, higher changes. dont worry Leonard, i wont pick up those topic with you anymore.because i know it's useless.i bet you won't have time to think about those too.dont worry, no more those topic anymore.i believe you wont feel comfortable with it too.seriously if you want to leave, i also wont stay in the past either.no point.i just need your words.and i promise to leave. i promise to leave the memories. i promise to stay without your exist.

i'm lost. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txtq29e7KQo


Date : Sunday, February 1
Time : 23:27
Title : Throw me away ;


projects hit hard on my head this time round.Ideas for V day must be creative.

Ideas like,

  • Sell Rose? NO.
  • Sell Chocolate?BORING.
  • Sell Candy Floss?PLEASE BE MORE CREATIVE.

Budget?

Try to be as low as possible luh it would be better if no money is invloved.

Therefore, Shi Jia and i tried to look for wholesale supplier for most budget patries n . Gosh! It's freaking hard to find the party supplier in Singapore.even though S'pore have but where is it?They just hide their factories either in the centre of nowhere or ulu road.

Shi Jia recommend Ms Loh to drive all the way to buy.I agreed.Well cheaper and more choices.Ms Loh agreed with our suggestions just that she is afraid of robbery.LOL! Well drop this idea. Shall continue searching for wholesale supplier in SINGAPORE!

solo search for party supplier from The Concourse to Rochor Center to Bugis Street.But non was a success one.damnit! though i found but either they never supply or price are beyond our expectations.And i swear the whole journey are complete by my 2 legs.dad took my e zlink card for top up.it's really killing me.and i shall call myself a fool for wearing whole black.STUPID

discussion and project tomorrow. practical assignment test on it way.Lord bless me!

the barrier he build is too high. there is no way i can cross over.

i'm lost.totally lost. i surrender.

i just dont understand.your actions seems like avoiding me.what have i done wrong? whenever i online, you will offline or when i online, you will appear busy.hey what really went wrong?if you hate me or what, just say out alright?i really dont understand.well we didnt chat, i accept the fact that we dont have topic to talk.i accept the fact that maybe you are busy.i can accept the fact that maybe you are attracted to other girl.i can accept all the fact because i'm always mentally prepared to received those news. there is just few questions i wish to know. do you still regard me as your friends? do you still remember me as your friend? do you still remember the things you said to me in the past? i bet you still remember but you just cant be bother to think again.your actions told me you are avoiding me.i dont wish you to label me as a stalker.come on! i view your profile is because i want to know how's your life going on. i'm scare that you are seeing girl.if you saw me looking at your profile, i'm sorry. just tell me.i will stop whatever i'm doing. this is not the first time when i online, you will appear away or offline. i get your hint. if my appear will make you uncomfortable, i will block you.so that you wont see me online nor feel very uneasy.pardon me for being harsh this time round.i'm totally tired of it.cant you just treat me normally? my exist really make you feel uncomfortable? fine! no more communications from now onwards.you force me to be like this.



Date : Monday, January 26
Time : 00:35
Title : HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (:

“在春节来临之即,第一通M1特别推出《我认识大熊我骄傲》和《徐晓鸿认我,
自豪》系列活动物凡活动期间,

从初一每晚午夜到窗前大喊“徐晓鸿(Alex)祝你幸福”9遍,

便有机会赢得2009元的话费。编辑短信“大熊,

我想请你吃饭”到_______ 就有机会和偶像零距离的接触或直接拨打电话聆听偶像
声音!

行动吧,机会在手中梦想在身边,心动不如行动,机不可失,失不再来!祝你黑皮牛
Year!”

My cousin is wonderful! He always have creative message every year.Celebrations without him will be boring.No one to crap with, to gamble with.Finally he is back to Singapore to celebrate with us.Cousin Yuney hope you are having a great time at Canberra (: Jun Kai will eat up your portion for you! (: haha lol

Can't wait to reunion with relatives tomorrow! Miss all my cousins!! Cards, Mahjong and snacks awaiting for us tomorrow :DD Can't wait to all Aunties traditional Hakka food :D

Last but not least, may everyone be wealth and happy! May all your wishes fulfil :D Smile always ((: HAPPY 牛 YEAR!

finally i realised the feeling wasn't there anymore.
you didnt say much, so i remain slient.
i'm always prepare to receive or sense anything that ain't right.
you deserve your own life. you deserve a good life, a good lady in your life (:
takecare, you will always in my heart.
Smile and be happy always,boy. (:


Date : Friday, January 23
Time : 22:52
Title : Jolly ride me ;


Whining while on the way to Orchard with Estee.Fool burst our mind out!We just can't accept the freaking facts.LOL!Anyway, that the fact.


bought a Lanvin Perfume.Sweet! (: Long pants.Hopefully everything blend well on that day.


Ice Monster with Estee and Esther.(: Make appointment with Nail Salon.Perhaps i shall just cancel my appointment.save money and shall DIY.Financial crisis now.*oneself.Idea was there and shall buy the nail polish tomorrow :D WOOT!


Visting St John Home tomorrow with AFS Entrepreneurship Club.Preparing O Nee for 200 elderly. great challenge for us.


4rd round of shopping tommorrow :D


crashed with sick bud.such a good timing.damn!


defeat by the slience.


even looking you from far, i'm satisfy.
i miss you badly, Leonard.


Date : Thursday, January 22
Time : 21:55
Title : It's deep down, irreplacable. I'm Stingy ;












Speak slowly
I can't hear you
My mind keeps spinning
Closer and closer
To the rain on the roof
And the rain in my head
And the things that you said
Keep on sinking further ahead
But I'm stuck here
Getting misty over you
I'm alone on a bicycle for two

flood my days with thoughts.

does it happened too real?
or just another mind challenge games?

your immediate care that day really touched me.i swear.that day i really feel your warmth, your caring.but when i think twice, do you care for the sake of caring?happened to see?or just concerning a friend? i dont know.you just gave me mixed feeling. when i look at the pictures, i keep wondering are you attached?though there isnt any clue from your profile or msn.but from pictures, i start to wild guess.from near you look as though you are taking a ladies's handbag, 2 rootbeer pictures, saying i love this rootbeer float.does it equal to i love her?i really dont know.did you call other girls,"girl" too? i dont know.but i'm sure you did say to some girls.but the "girl" things i can confirm.now i'm twisting my fingers hoping i'm wrong.really wrong.girls well that cant be impossible. i hope you call simply for being friendly and close.i really dont know do you have close girlfriends and fall for them?gosh!questions keep popping into my head.i'm just too afraid to lose you.i'm scare you being close to how i wish i wont wild guess anymore.it's tiring.it impossible for me to get assurance from you.cause there isnt any reason for you to do.you have better things to do either.i'm just hoping all my thoughts are wrong.i must have trust in you.but do you still remember that night?what you had said to me?asking me to give you more time? perhaps i had given you too much time to give up.or perhaps you cant be bothered with what we said before? you left me clueless. i just wish you still remember me and our past.cause i can swear i wont forget.those school days, those nights, those outing, those small things you did.it's just too sweet for me to forget.i'm sorry.i'm stingy.i wont fall for others.just you.pardon me for hiding your images, your names deep down in my heart.your name are just too familiar in my memories.


Date : Monday, January 19
Time : 21:47
Title : i am SO happy ((((: ;


i appreciate all your hardships
i appreciate your kindness.
but
don't get overboard with your comments and your sacastic attitude.
i might be patience and tolerate your nonsenses.
but when things are beyond my limit, pardon me for being rude.
i'm totally sick and tired of it.
let me feel the warmth and happiness please.
must i really find a way to find happiness and warmth?
it need 2 hands to clap too.
i have tried but i failed.
i won't take initiatives to pleased you all anymore
BULLSHIT! NOT ANYMORE.
since you all can't find the trust on me, there's nothing i can say.
i swear i won't give a fucking damn on it.
you all don't deserve my good.
whatever you did, you say, i won't give a fucking care.


don't give me that fucking look.so what if i spill the things? come on! few chips! if you think that few chocolate chips MEAN SO MUCH to you, i'll pay.too bad, that ain't yours.HAHA!don't even test my patience. stop showing your fuck up face.you are worst than the cowdung.YUCKS! get your way off my sight. you screwed my lunch.


pardon me.


you taught me.

i learnt from it.



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